[46] I WANT 'FUCK'

Then I had to come to Porcaro's... 'Where rocking Magick happens'. My mind chimed in. For fuck's sake... I'm not in the secret room, nor is today their game night party! I yell and drop the glass on the table signifying for a strong gin that would be my warmth for the night...

I came here to clear my head and have a little fun... But that little fun turned to huge mischief immediately I stepped my foot inside the room.

Dropping Clara off after hanging out, I hurried off to Steven's. To return his phone which has been beeping nonstop since noon... After waiting for hours with no sign of him.

I decided it was best to return it to his place, reaching there. I met the maid she told me he hasn't been back from school. Angrier than before, I stormed off... Without thinking I made my way here.

The look on my drinking buddy (the previous barman) amazed me as I stopped him from pouring the same shit that weakened me last time I was here.

It reminded me of Becca making faces when I teased a cute waiter telling him I want 'fuck' instead of I want a fork. "Please, don't give that shit". I grin.

"You don't want amazeballs tonight?" He asks with a little smile.

"Nope, I just want something a Little stronger". I smiled as he nodded and filled my glass. "This shit is real good!". I laugh and push my glass forward.