Chapter 7: The Deed

Lucia Ricci's POV

Sean stalked over me as I was trying to not smirking at him right now. He was devilishly handsome with that tan skin and smirk on his lips. His eyes were clear as the moonlight as I can see it was taking in my body.

I don't know if I ever of my body before. When I was with Oronzo, Lucca, and Marco, I never have that thought. I don't care what they think of me.

A whore.

A slut.

I was more conscious now that I was in front of the man that took my heart away when I was only doing my Ph.D. at my university. He was one of the recruits that my professor was fortunate to have. He came to Italy and we clicked instantly as he was asking me some questions regarding the research.

The next conversation turned into a date as he asked me out and I agreed. After the third date, I have given my virginity to him and from there, we have become lovers.

Until that drug.

Until my ultimate failure as I was being consumed by it and he did nothing at all. He looked at me and all I saw was a pity. I don't want pity, I wanted him to take care of me and maybe defended me before I was being sent away from my advisor that I was released and my Ph.D. was on hold. I screamed and screamed before I felt my heart has darkened by something else.

Power and only then I will be in control, forever.

"Lucy," he called me after I was out of my mind, remembering the present that he was looking at me. Maybe I have that longing in my face or the fact that he was drawing his eyebrows together.

"Look at me," he said as he was caressing my cheeks. I was leaning into his touch as if I would be burned if I did not feel it.

"I…I…"

"Shh, don't talk. We can do that in the morning but right now, I wanted to see you promise me pleasure," I said as I was caressing his cheeks as well.

"It would be my honor to give you that," that frown on his face was being replaced by his smirk. God, I would do anything for that smirk.

"Now, where was I?" He asked me before he pushed my knees even wider and I was being on display for him.

"I believe that you were just getting started," I said as I was gripping his hair.

"How can I forget such a beautiful thing in front of me right now," he said as he went to dive between my thighs. I gasped before I moaned as his tongue was on my slit. My numbing clit was being sucked before I threw my head as I was moaning at his attention.

"Do you like that, Lucy?" His hot breath was getting to my core as I can sense it was vibrating.

"Yes, yes. Please, let me out of my misery," I said as he was looking at me before he went to suck and lick my clit. I was grasping his hair as he was sucking on it. I gasped when he was fingering me as well.

"Yes, oh God!" I shouted as I was being on the edge of pleasure when he was sucking and fingering me at the same time. And when he bit on my clit, orgasm hit me like a bull.

"Sean!"

I cried out his name as he was coming onto my face as my juice was visible on his face. I was happy beyond my dreams as I wetted my lips before he smashed my lips with his. I was happy as I went to wrap my legs around his torso and we were kissing heavily that my juice and his pre-cum was in the air.

"Now, lay back," he commanded before I went to hit my back on my bed as he was on top of me. I was spreading like an eagle in front of him before he was positioning himself in front of my core.

"Are you ready for this?" he asked as he was smirking at me.

"For fuck sake! Just do it already!" I said and with that, I gasped because he had thrust into me with all force as we both groaned at the contact.

"God, I forget how tight you are. I missed this pussy so much," he said as he was buried himself in the crook of my neck. I was breathing heavily as he just stays there. I need him to move.

"Fucking move already!" I shouted at him before he kissed me.

"Never shout at me, love," he said as he moved at my head was rolling back into my head. This was torture. I know it was. I refused to tell him anything and he will punish me here, in my territory as I was craving sex so much but I don't trust anyone to give it to me.

I need to make sure that I will be the one in control after this.

"Faster," I hissed at him before he was pumping in and out of me. He was driving me insane with need as I was gripping his shoulder. I gasped and moaned before he was plunging into me again.

Thud!

Thud!

Thud!

My head was hitting the headboard as I was gripping his neck to cling my body to his. It did fucking hurt my head as I was moaning and panting with his breaths and heavy panting.

"God, I will do anything to keep you like this," he said as I was numbing myself at the moment. I need to getaway. I need a plan to escape but I wanted something more.

Not more running.

No more hiding.

No more lying.

"I love you," I whispered before I bit his neck and we were spasm into the greatest orgasms that we both never had. I screamed as I was clawing his back before he spilled his load into me. I was panting and we were breathing so heavily that I can see precipitation on our bodies.

"Now, that's what I call fucking. Raw fucking," he said as he slid off me and I immediately felt at loss of his warmth.

"Now, get some sleep, we will need all the energy that we can muster to make sure that no one knows about this," he said before he threw his shirt back on as well as his pants. He raked his fingers through his hair as I clung the duvet to my naked body.

"Well, it was not that great," I said as I was trying to conceal my own heart from being in the open as I hardened my emotions and he nodded at me.

"Do your usual thing. Never give them something to be suspicious about," he said as he went to the door and opened it before he slammed it closed. I jumped before I exhaled the breath that I was holding.

"Hope you dream of me," I said but I knew better. Because the reality was much harsher than the world that I dreamed of. Of him. Of us together.

I went to clean myself as I was looking at my disentangled hair and my swollen lips. I stared at myself for the longest minute that I know before I threw everything from the counter and I hit the mirror. My hands were bloody but I don't care.

I felt myself getting numb and I think I would prefer it than my heart being ripped out.