Chapter 9

After what happen that time, Rena still maintain the image as a housewife but she doesn't feel anything about it, like before when she get excited, what will Sen react after she modified our bedroom or what will happen if she cook new dish, will he compliment her, instead she is really bored, she already forgive him but she didn't feel a role wife for him now, not important anymore, she want a job, she doesn't want to sit and doing nothing at home! Lukcyly they didn't have a child so she still can prioritize herself, moreover after that incident, Sen treated her more gently and just like precious treasure but she refused his touch, he also considerate and understand. Sometime she asked herself 'Will this marriage still work?' She knows deep in her heart she had a change heart.

No, I will try this marriage again, and meanwhile I can work in some company or maybe become an artist that I always wanted, I always try to be housewife to make Sen happy now I want to try something for myself, I will ask Sen permission to do it. She pack her bag and going to Sen, Wings Entertaiment office to ask permission about her wanting to be an actress. She really nervous, is this okay?

"It's okay Rena, just do it." Sen reassurred her.

"Really!? Thank you Sen!" Rena beaming knowing her husband approved it. But sen voice still trailed.

"But.. "

Rena still confused, is there something wrong. "But?"

"Choose my company to cultivate your skill, don't worry, there wouldn't be anyone here to bully you" Sen said it straight, he didn't want to repeat a mistake again regarding Rena, he didn't want her to hurt again.

"But I want to do it myself" Rena said it with determination.

"You don't like here? Are you still mad at me?"

"No! It's not that I already forgive you but I just don't want to get special treatment and more importantly I want it to be my own hardwork, so.. I don't want anyone know that I am your wife, more importantly they are still didn't know that I am your wife.. right?"

"That.. alright, I will just provide you one manager and an assistant"

"T-then I will excuse myself"

"Rena"

"Yes?"

"I am sorry"

"Eh?"

"I am sorry for everything, I.. I hope we can have an enjoyable marriage like before, you know like we are when we in early marriage"

"I.. I hope so"

"Em, and becareful on the way, or should I take you"

"No, it's okay you are still busy, don't worry"

"alright"

Then, bye Sen"

"Bye"

After talked with Sen, Rena heavy heart more at eased now. But she still doesn't know if she can forgive and being with Sen again. This time can be considering as thinking about their marriage again and also can relax her mind with her new job now. Even if before she never spent her live hangout with her friends after marriage, but they still contacted each other. Well mostly of them doesn't know that she is married, one of her friends know her talent in arts. In highschool she can be considered as genious in arts, acting, paintings, musics she can do well, that's why when she asked them about some of them being an agency or work in entertaiment industry, one of her friends concidentally work as Artist manager and so she proposed her to work with them. Rena imediately agree even after knowing the company is Sen's either way they don't know about her marriage, Sen also agrees so it's win-win situation for her.