What bullshit is this!
Pain and Pleasure?
I don't know what's going on anymore. This is confusing as hell.
But it didn't stop there, as the voice in my head, which has started to give me a dull headache, resulting in my body temperature rising, continues.
"What is the host's greatest wish?" What does the host want if he hadn't died?"
The voice in my head asked.
I wasn't so pissed, because it's a female one. It was robotic, but I could feel it.
It's definitely a female trying to sound as monotonous as ever. These types of girls are hot... damn.
"Host should answer this question right now!"
I knew it!
Whoever it was sounds angry, like she could read my thoughts.
Okay, wait! Is this seriously happening?
Let's control the hormone for now and think with the head.
She asked what my greatest wish would be, if I hadn't died.
I felt my heart sink at the thought I was running away from, which has just been brought up.
Amy.
If I ever have a change to live again, I would want to stop my wayward lifestyle, make Amy the happiest woman and marry her.
I was thrown into a depressed state as these thoughts crossed my mind.
I can't even imagine what she's going through right now.
In a police custody for questioning?
Already locked up in a cell?
I realized I really I'm in love with her, not just the sex I enjoyed having with her.
The image of her broken state.
How she looked like her whole life had crumbled before her eyes, while staring at the knife in my stomach.
Her tears….
If I ever get the chance to change that situation, I will do it at all cost.
I will value the feeling her smile brings to my heart. I will love her unconditionally and change my ways.
Those thoughts, that were making tears pour from my eyes like raindrops, were interrupted by the same voice.
"Goal processing…..
Goal successfully processed.
Grand quest received.
Earn 1 million Transmigration Point to get one chance of reversing time to whenever you wish.
TP could be earned by living.
Amount of TP earned would be based on how your day was spent.
TP would not reset after death, and would be carried over to the next destination.
Error
Error
Error
Host is still an infant.
All other quests and details would be unlocked after the host became a teenager.
TP earned would be calculated after the host turns a teenager.
All Pleasure points earned would not be calculated until the host became a teenager.
No pain will be received until the host becomes a teenager.
Dot wishes the host good luck!
Dot and host will connect again, after the host becomes a teenager.
System shutting down….
Disconnected.
What the fuck!
What was all that?
I felt like my head would explode from all that.
The whole effect of these had turned the labour room into a mess.
I could hear the loud cries of a woman, while so much unknown stuff was being done to me.
It looks like they assumed I would be dying, and were trying to save me.
I am not that ignorant to say I am completely lost here.
I have read books about transmigration and systems.
Even though none was like this one in my head, I'm guessing this is what is happening, but still, I can't just believe this is actually happening.
What interested me from everything that was now displayed in my mind, which was every word Dot had said earlier, was having the chance to turn back time to when I wanted.
If this is really happening, then I'm all for it. I want to be with Amy again.
Maybe I can just have all my fun in this world that she does not exist and hopefully, I will no longer see much value in sex with random women.
After getting to my world again, I would just turn back time to when she and her friend had just stepped in.
Then, I wouldn't even spare her friend a glance and just pamper my woman. Maybe I would even make that day a special one by proposing marriage to her.
I hate myself for even thinking of still sleeping with women, even though it wouldn't be in my world, but I just couldn't help it.
This urge to explore… I want to quench it.
I want to make sure no women would freak me. Nothing on them would entice me anymore.
If this whole system is for real, then I have something to live for.
A goal.
I still felt depressed though.
I'm depressed cuz I hate myself at the moment.
I'm depressed cuz I claimed I'm in love with Amy and still couldn't get the thought of promiscuity off my head.
I don't know what else to do after reading the information in my head.
I guess I have to wait till I turn teenager, before finding out then.
This is weird as f*ck, but at the same time, exciting, cuz I'm like the main character of a Transmigration story, in which I was fond of, when I was still a student.
Okay! Whatever these people have done to me, seems to have worked.
I felt relaxed and my head felt so light. My crying had stopped after the system shut down and my eyelids shut completely as I drifted to a deep slumber.
But before that, I heard pacifying words spoken to the lady that is now my mother.
They are assuring her that they didn't lose me and I'm just resting now.
Hmm… I wonder how this will turn out.