_Be mine...baby...?

Slowly opening the door just to peek my head out, I saw the room was empty but I heard a sound coming from living room.

Fuh!

Tippy toes I was humming the previous song happily then walking into the walk-in closet just to retrieve my sleeping outfit.

Banana's PJ! My favourite PJ!

Once I'm done, I walked out from it and shrieking when I saw how comfy Z was under my fluffy blanket on the right side exposing his naked chest.

He gave me an unreadable smile. And I just nervously walk back into the bathroom just to hang the bathrobe back to it's place.

Didn't know what to do, I just standing there looking for anything until I saw the hair dryer on the afar corner of the long bench.

Yeah, I just lazily and making slow motion just to finish drying my short hair. Playing with the machine like a gun and pointed to the second wall mirror pretending to be like a James Bond in female version but fail miserably.

After I done that, I opened the cabinet and pull out my skin care products that I used rarely. Pfft! more like when I'm in a mood I would pampered my skin as I please and if I'm not...I didn't bother to open the cabinet at all.

Done applying everything needed...I just sat on the chair didn't know what to do next. Looking at the current situation now, it looks like I'm having my private time before retreating to my next position, to my bed to sleep but more like to entertain my 'husband' waiting for me there... on the bed...

Scratching my head, I was so nervous and my legs didn't stop moving up and down even I put my hands to the knees just to stopped them but nothing...

"Baby~"

I turned to the door and shocked stunned to the chair when I saw he wore a short pants above his knee leaning to the door. And my eyes just eyeing him up and down, gulping my saliva very hard.

I think I just became a puddle of mashed potatoes, now. The bones in my body slowly became jelly on their own let alone my boneless body part... puddle to the floor...

Am I afraid now?

No~~

Yeah...

"Come on baby...let's go to bed or you prefer I carry you to the bed?" he said it leaned off the door ready to approach me.

I shaked my head violently until I felt like my neck muscles strained due to the force pressure I put on to them.

I walked nearing him but my eyes scanning to find the way out without touching his almost naked body because his frame already engulfed the door frame almost them all. Just leaving enough space for me to get through walking like a crab avoiding myself from him.

Seriously, I think my body just humming with the warmness of uncertainties...desire maybe...I don't know...just a single touch could ignite the fire that I have I guessed.

Slowly getting closer he then pull himself together and realised what am I about to do, so he standing there leaving me impossible to get through him with untouched the skin to skin of ours.

I regretted wore this outfit before cause it so short on sleeves as well as short in pants.

"You go first..." I waved my finger to shooing him away from the door frame but he didn't bulged at all.

I didn't dare to look directly on his eyes but my eyes naughtyly looking at his muscular body. Hmm...

Haiya~~

~~Puddle... puddle.... puddle of mashed potatoes moving like a hair of the mop sweeper on the floor~~

I was standing before him, playing with my PJ's hem shirt looked away and I found the wooden door really having a autistic woody craft on it... beautiful...😅😅

He grabbed my left arm pulling me slowly to the bed and I just obediently follow the steps as far as I could but he just stopped abruptly and I bumped my head and body to his side didn't concentrate of my steps before take a step back with bulging opened eyes!

He turned around and closing his body to mine and I just standing there. Just by that move my heart stopped responding but I could heard the beating sound in the ribcage and I guess it's in the loudest volumes ever...

"Don't be nervous, baby...I promised to behave tonight so don't you worried about that..."

He caressed my right cheek with his left fingers. I nervously standing there eyeing his movement with the heat rose to where he touched me before to the cheeks.

Well, I just noticed the light in the bedroom already in the best lighting and inviting me to sink in into my fluffy beddings.

He didn't do anything just tucked me in into the bed and he went to his side. The sleeping arrangements that he chose for tonight will never be the same when the sun rose up tomorrow morning...

That's what I could guess because that was happening when I invited drunken Danny to sleep at my old house but turned out he engulfed me with his Koala style before the triplets moved in...long ago...heh, just couple of years back! Not long enough...😶😶

I don't know how was his condition at the other side cause I just turned away to my other side facing my back to him, engulfed my entire body under the sheet up until the chin.

Sleepy. I really am sleepy but my entire body went to another mode and it's really frustrated me.

Tired. So damn much once my body touched the surface of the bed but still~~

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Her breathing became shallow and her heart beat back to normal even after for quite sometime. I don't mind to stare at her back as long as she was within my reach.

I know I couldn't force her to follow everything I wants for her just to be with her but I prayed that she will open up for me to be always be having me by her side...

Just so you know...when I stepped into this Section just to finding her about a year ago I've already made a plan for us. For the first time I saw her from afar, I just really wanted to keep her within myself...hiding her from every evil eyes and ready to put some action just for her even if she doesn't need it. But still!

Now...nothing more I could ask just to be a humble man who can protect her totally. Be the humble man call as a husband to cherish her until every single time her smile could give happiness to anyone.

Be the humble man who can give her love forever. A humble man can give her full responsibility to carry his children of her wishes. Be a humble man that can stay with his life-saver without prejudice and so on, forevermore...

I knew she wasn't ready to anything but she was willingly to give herself a chance to get involved in it, she willingly to let herself try something new. I knew how hard she trying to get back up to what she have now but some certain people doesn't want to let her simmer up to the world.

Its so sad just to look back on her life path...she didn't get a proper study at a young age, being a slave to whoever wants her forced services from a simple servant until beyond that. I wasn't sure what had happened to her when she was at the Master territory but I could guess the worsened among the worse that she accounted before.

After a long period of therapy overall of her physically and mentally she did back up...lost her memories... starting like a new sheets back and acting like a innocent child, her uncle helped her, her another family members did supported her...then she studied until post-graduation excellently but prefer to be the truck driver.

Why?

Because she wants to be free along the roads. Making mistakes and settled it by herself... learning the true meaning that lies within the life in her surrounding.

She used to be compressed into the designated shell that she had to possessed even if she doesn't like it at all. Learning the inappropriate words from her previous life. Everything was unlucky for her before.

Now, it is his job to give whatever she wanted to know, to do, to gain, to possess, to everything just for her happiness...

Wasn't it too much? Yeah...but he doesn't care as long as his baby girl safe and sound!

She turned onto her back in her sleep, snoring gently with her hand wide open to the side.

"Be mine....baby..." I whispered to her hut I know she didn't listen a bit about it...

I just swept her tiny body into mine and engulfed her entirely into my body. Her breathing fanning to my chest continuing with her gentle snores. She snakes her left arm to hug me with her left leg sling to my leg then pressed herself even further closely to mine.

How perfect she is on my body.

I kissed her forehead and slowly closed my eyes feels content with her in my arms.

Later in further night, Didie was trembling mess hugging and buried her nails at Z's back until he suddenly wake up from the intrusions.

The trembling came from Didie entire body like she was being shook violently by some force.

Her face contorted into the pain expression.

What happened to her?

She can't even control the body, freeing herself from Z and rolled over to other side before form into fetus position hugging the knees flatten to the chest.

No sound produced at all. So silent but her body still shaking and whenever Z touch her, the shaking intensifying. The sheet no longer drape her body. Soon, she wake up and walked into the opposite wall with her forehead to the wall. Walking flat follow the wall until the opened door of bathroom.

She still continue moving with her forehead on the wall until she sat down in between the toilet door in small spaces quietly with her head on the knees. She hug herself tightly.

What more can he do just looking at her helplessly. Worried so much of her silent-ness state he had to approaching her and forced to grab her.

What kind of energy inhibit into her body, she kept pushing the body away from her, swatting, elbowing in her full forces whatever her hand flying around.

Once he get her, he had to do one thing just to restraine her body from trashing violently. Both were sweating mess sitting on the bathroom cold floor..