jayizzabella

you think you can running away from your destiny?

you think that person will be just like what your sweet imagination?

the sweet you taste the longer the torture you feel!

you don't deserved to be love!

you are nothing!!
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waking up from the dream to the reality was like you waking up from heaven back to hell.

the love you craving of was not like what you ever imagine...

he wasn't meant for you.

and you wasn't meant for him.

he doesn't deserved you because you are nothing compare to her.

yes, being born into a rich family making everyone adore you. yet all changed into the nightmare once all the love for you just a pretend to manipulate you.

now...the suffering is your long lost best friend, tears are your best companion. While love like a torn shredding your heart and soul.

to where should I present myself after this?
to whom should I speak after all this?
to what should I look instead of a piece of broken glass ready to tear open the bleeding wound?
when all this started?

Didi, Aulia is gone. she's no longer with us. she died on that day. the day they betrayed us.


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hey, baby girl!

Hello and hi everyone especially to the readers...as well as the other authors 👋👋👀👀☺️☺️


Well, first of all I, Jay, would like to say that I do appreciate for those who really reads my humble books here in this very platform. Thank you very much...🥰🥰


Just so you know, I would like to say that I'm a bit shameless author...err...really? I guess I'm MORE a shameless author...😅😅😅...and desperate too *whispering* Shhhh... don't say it out loud...keep it down...just you and me know about this...you know what I mean, right? 😬😬


Because I, Jay, DESPERATELY wants you guys to write down your comments about my writing. But first let me tell you English wasn't my first language and of course I'm not a Master of this language and had to learn it in my schools and still learning till now 😩😩..well I'm not whispering....oh..keep scrolling...


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I had to become shameless due to I need to know whether my writing is good or not to you guys and I really do hope if someone or anybody could help me in my writing skill, my very poor grammatical errors everywhere, indeed...💦💦💦


In other desperate measure, I'm desperately need a help for those who willingly help me out of my grammars misery...😪😪😪


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