Never in a million years did I assume that I would be here, laying here, dying on the ground or at least it looks like it.
I mean, My master is Crying over the fact he thinks I'm dying, that he's the reason, I haven't even told him, that I can't die, so to speak.
My eyes are closed as I listened, to him a he has tears for me, it was the first time a master has done that for me besides...him, I presume.
I want to open my eyes but I feel, that if I do I have to see his eyes dripping with water, streaming down his face, like a little wimp. But if I don't he'll think I'm gone forever, so I must open my eyes for his sake, but only his sake.
I opened my eyes to see master sigh in relief, I never uttered a word as I let him smiled slowly as if realizing I'm gonna make it, as other around master we're in disgust I was alive, I never thought till now that all around master besides I were so..evil, always trying to use him or looking down on him. I on the other hand have no use to use him, I've made that clear plenty of times.
I laid there on the ground for some time, as master sat with me, waiting for something, before he spoke "Ku? Is everyone in the world trying to use me? I mean will I truly ever be able to live a happy life with...You, without worrying about it all?"
I never spoke, but my eyes looked at him and sighed. Master, you're a fool, I am a S class server, you'll never get a free day or anything as long as you stay with me, but I don't have the heart to say that, so I reply with "No, never."
Master stood and grabbed my arm and says "Ku? You scare me sometimes." I didn't say anything and followed him, with a bloody shirt as we walked to the school entrance. I mutter "Master, They'll want to use you, for power, money or wealth or anything at all, wether they be me or you, Humans use and take, kill and regret or not be it." I say "It's nature, even if you try some will always be this way, no matter how you try. It's hopeless in the end."
Master was sad, for not the truth no for the fact that I knew the truth of it all, he wants to make it so I'm innocent in all of this. But I'm not, nor will I ever be, that's to much to ask for.
"Ku, I want you to be by my side for the rest of my days, not as a server but as my..love for all the days I have left in this world alright?"
Now that I think about that day it hurts to think, that I tried to keep that promise, even when years later when he's older doesn't rent his own promises or so I thought.
"Ku, come over here now."
"Yes, Master."
Master ordered me to come over, I come over and he grabbed my hand, and pulled me into a hug and whispers "Thank you, for remembering after all of these years."
I never dared utter a word, wait till there's silence, "I thought that was such a stupid promise, I thought you have forgotten it, after all, Your mother did to me, I thought you would distance your self so I wouldn't get hurt."
Master pulls my cheeks and smiled a little, "I did, but then I realized, you will never bow down to her."
"I think it's quiet rude of you to think I'm a weak little server after all these years—"
"Shush, My mother's coming back."
I didn't utter a word as I bowed to my masters mother, I heard that elder master divorced cause he found she was a control freak, truly she was.
"You, My dear son, Why keep the same little server, why not have the one I have here for you." She spoke.
My master never speaks to her, he instead stays quiet making it seems like he doesn't care for her anymore, in which he doesn't. I never supposed to speak apparently cause I'm irrelevant according to masters mother and a pathetic little server even though the server she wants to assign is quiet pathetic I mean it can only cast up to level 2 spells that only with a spell boost. So..How am I bad to that? I don't even know.
"Son, please talk to me, Your father left me as well, please utter a single word then."
"Yuki, my name is Yuki, not son." Master never really speaks anymore, at least with her around "That's my given name, speak it and maybe I'll answer you, Control freak."
Masters mother was angry and tried to slap master but instead hits me at the last moment.
"You stupid server! It's your Fault my sons this way, never been so bold to talk back to me!"
"Maybe if you had raised master without this... way maybe he wouldn't be like this, maybe if you hadn't drove the man you love to the point were he had to dump you just to save him self or driving your son to the point were he doesn't talk to you cause you drove them this way! It's your fault and man up! Or else your life's gonna suck for the rest of your days!" I shouted.
I've never in these past years spoken back to her but I had to, I mean what choice did I have to for this one time, for him.
[Song played:You do it for him, You do it for her, Steven universe, on YouTube then go back to reading this book]
"You! How dare you! I..Kio kill him! Now!"
"Yes, Madame."
Kio ran towards me and slashed his sword as I took my sword and struck to his heart and whispers "I'm sorry, but this is your fate for serving someone who dares oppose me, I wish you to fall in love the next time your alive, my dear Brother, I loved you, all these years."
I was weeping as he disappears from where he stood. I've never cried before in such a long time, I couldn't handle all the memories we've shared, for such a long time, and now I won't see him ever again, till...I'm dead again. I..I don't know how much more could I take of this, all of it. Is what I thought at that moment, as Master came over and wiped my tears away and hugs me and whispers "I'm sorry, I wish I could do something about it."
I didn't know what to say, I mean, most thinks us servers are not human, but we are, I feel for once in my life there is a human who I can trust.
I whisper "Yuki." I've never said my masters true name and nor did I think I would ever dared at the time.
Master smiled with a little grin and says "My love you have done something, I never thought you would."
Most in that time, didn't except a master and a server as an equal, I didn't either till I met my master, the hope of all humans servers or not, I believe this was a new beginning for us all, till there was someone trying to ruin all of the hope, Joy for what, the reason..I never got the answer or so I thought.