7
"My dear, Kuramua, I'm surprised you've lived through this all when even I didn't."
"Be damned! I will never forgive you!" I say "You chose your path as I tried to stop you, I tried my life to stop it all, but I will never regret killing you, for your the reason...Fay is dead, it hurts my soul since you were her love and everything."
I woke up and noticed everything around me is fine, I'm fine, not almost close to death again.
I sigh, "I miss Fay, she would love to see me and master again, but she's dead for the last time."
I didn't notice, master walking in, slowly I felt someone behind me, as I felt arms wrapped around me, it felt warm and soothing, I felt nice and calm.
"Who's Fay? Ku, is there something your not telling me." Master spoke.
"It's nothing, I..ah, I should get ready for the day sorry to trouble you—-"
"Hmm? You should stay home today since we have no school, I'm curious, to see, why your so frantic first thing in the morning." Master replied.
I don't think I could ever tell him, everything, no I mustn't it's too early for such a thing.
"I'm not, I..just have something to do today that's all, nothing more, nothing less. You see I had forgotten to tell you, so I'm in a rush you see, so I must get going as quick as I can." I say.
"Quick as you can? Something so urgent on a Saturday I can't imagine what would be so important." Master says.
"I.."
I ran and got my clothes dressed and rushed out the door without a second thought as I teleported to the house down near the graveyard.
"Aye, I should have never agreed to this. Damn that Kiniri, I could have lived my whole day without him bothering me." I mutter.
I walked into the house and saw him stand there looking at me with a smile.
"Here's the thing you wanted, now tell me, what I want to know." He replied.
"Here, there's the candy that you wanted you made me get, I'm worried," I reply.
I handed the candy to him as he handed me a little piece of paper. I smiled then said, "Never change no matter how many years, you die and live, always the same..sweet candy addiction."
"I do not, never have..alright, I admit, I have a little love for sweets, anyways, next time gonna cost you double alright." He replied.
I left and walked towards the couch reading the note,
'Hey, she's back you know, be careful of her. I'm warning you, don't be joking with her. Not ever not after last time.'
What a pain, such a pain. Man what am I supposed to do, I can't have master seeing me, all bloody, he'll be horrified, so much he'll never like me again, just like the other masters, all disgusted and only using me for there own greed. How am I supposed to do this again? After having so much hope and joy.
"I see this is troublesome, way more then I expected, seems that this is more then I liked," I mutter under my breath.
"Hmm, is there something matter?" Master asks.
"No, nothing at all. No need, to worry I have something I rather not trouble you with." I reply.
"Trouble? With? No, you could never trouble me with anything." Master replied.
"No, nothing to worry about it, forget, that I ever brought it up. It's nothing, it's a little matter." I say.
I wanna tell, but right now, it doesn't seem right now. Rather if I did I feel like everything would be messed telling about my whole..curse. I mean how am I supposed to tell him everything, how..I killed so many people, my own, no There not my kind, their nobles, servers who cause us all to die. The ones who killed for what? There own gain or status, nothing more. Do they feel regret? I asked a noble once, rather so many, they all said the same answer "I'd rather die than be at peace with you, lowly servers, peasants." After the fifth one, I never asked the question again. Rather I slit their throats and let them bleed on the battleground, there was no hope, after trying to save them, I had no hope even if I did, as you see from my own experiences there's nothing, nothing at all.
"Ku, you sure your okay? You look so..sad right now." Master said.
"I'm fine, just thinking about things. Nothing much can be said about it." I reply.
Though what's bothering me is that on the way here, I swear he looked so familiar. I could swear to anything I knew him, but I didn't see his face, disappointed on my part, but maybe I'll see him again, somehow, some way.
I looked out the window, to see him there looking up at me, then everything came to light, everything in an instant.
Why? How could I forget...all of it, everything, what am I supposed to do about HER! I..do I have the heart to..do it again. And that damn bastard, how am I gonna kill him without, her majesty's help? Rather how is he gonna be okay with his father being..that man? How Am I supposed to tell him how the fact that...no never mind the fact of it, I'll tell him tomorrow anyways.
"Ku? Ku! Ku!!!" Master shouted.
"Yes." I say.
"You we're spacing out, I called like five times, dinners ready." Master replied.
"Oh..okay, let's eat then." I say.
I walked over to the dinning table and ate the food, not saying a word.
"Do you know that guy in the window you were staring at?" Master asked.
"Hmm, I do, I think." I reply.
"You think? Last time I checked you had all your memories, not like you lost some parts of your memories." Master said.
"No master I've had my memories all along, I would never dare hide something like that from you." I reply.
I continued to eat, not saying anything else.
"I have to ask Ku, what's your full name, I never heard anyone ever say anything besides Ku, before?" He asked.
"I...this isn't something you ask out of the blue, a server giving there true name is like holding over death alright! I don't want to risk my life or my freedom." I reply.
"Holding over death? What's that mean?" He asked.
"I..holding death, means when a master can call upon the server without being able to refuse even meaning that, if the master so wished could kill you with a command of going into battle without even given a chance to speak." I explained "Why would I do that? I've seen severs die cause of such foolishness. I will not make that same mistake, you may be my kindest master but..even power can make some people greedy, even you."
He looked at me with the most surprised face, "I'm not like that at all, even if I was, you wouldn't trust me anyways."
"That's what they all say, you should know this as well." I reply.
"Really? I highly doubt that, I couldn't believe that." He replied.
"You wouldn't believe the crap people try to sell me, even the princes and princess, of ancient times tried but failed, thinking they could threaten me, with death. What fools, more like they feared death." I reply.