(What is this pleasure that I am feeling? Why do I feel something going in and out of me? Why am I drinking blood? What is this powerful energy going in and out of my body? What is this pain in my chest?) Raeliin was feeling many things in her body. But she doesn't know where those feelings are coming from.
The last thing she remembers is that she was pierced by the silver sword.
(How long has it been since I passed out that day? This hot, hard thing inside my private part ... This is a man's thing !!! I'm being raped while I'm passed out !!!! What's going on ??? !!! How did this happen ??? !!!! Is Aleister the person doing this ?? !!! I know he always wanted me, but he is not crazy enough to do this to me !!! Or could he be crazy enough ??) Raeliin's mind was a big mess after discovering that someone was violating her pure body.