chapter 9

... "if being gay is bad then I'm the biggest sin you'll get" i smile shamefuly shaking blushing like a tomato was rubbed on my face. embarrassment builds up inside and i turn to run away as soon as my legs start operating i hear ace calling my name, embarrassment and realisation hits me like a ton of bricks and i race out of campus, towards the dorms trying ever so much as to not look back knowing if i do guilt would enrage my body and i probably wont be able to speak to ace again. once entering my dorm i went to bathe and straight to bed. thankfully as soon as my head hit the pillow i fell asleep.

*next day*

just like yesterday i woke up to someone knocking at my door however this time i was a bit afraid to open it so i wrote a note saying I'd be out in ten minutes and slipped it through the letterbox. once through i heard a familiar voice reading the note outloud then i heard ace saying 'ive seen you practically naked so you don't have to act shy'. i felt a bit of tension lift from my shoulders unexpectedly as i heard his voice radiate from the other side of the door. so i reluctantly open the door and invite him in while i get ready to go to campus, and just like yesterday he started at my body making me feel a little embarrassed, so i look away trying to look for an excuse to get his attention away from my apperance. i asked if he wants something to drink or eat while he waits for me, but he refuses saying hes just gonna get coffee on the way to campus.i sigh in defeat and go change into a simple hoodie and jeans, as im walking out of my room i get pushed back in be ace.he sits me on the bed and goes into my closet and pulls out tight jeans and a black shirt with a jacket and tosses them at me. " get them on I'm sick of you wearing practically the same thing everyday, time you started dressing to impress ". I'm confused but obey once he leaves and when I'm changed ace styles my hair. when done he drags me out of the dorm, locks the door, hands me the key, then we set off - me feeling out of place that entire way!