Truth

The next day I woke up to Ruka calling me in her sleep, I looked over to her and noticed that Luka is in my bed with his arms around Ruka and I. I smiled thinking I could get use to this, like waking up to him every morning' oh god can I imagine it? Really? I mean yeah I love him, but does he love me thou?. These are questions I would love answered however I am too much of a chicken to ask, so I got up without waking them and went to shower. I kid you not, not even twenty minutes past and I can hear Ruka crying so what I did was wrap myself with a towel and ran towards her. Once I got to her she jumped into my arms hugging me and said "mommy I thought you disappeared" I looked at her while cradling her in my arms and said "my dear mommy would never leave you" she looked up at me and with the biggest puppy dog eyes and asked "you promise?" I nodded my head and said "I promise baby" after that reassurance she fell asleep again, as soon as I laid her down I hadn't noticed she had grabbed my towel until I felt a breeze.

"Well damn, what are you trying to do to me Lilith? Seduce me? If so then it's working" ????

I turned around to see Luka was awake and staring at me and I had no idea what he meant until I looked down and saw I was naked.

"What no I .... I heard Ruka crying when I was showering so I came out in a towel ok... hell if I wanted to seduce you I would have worn sexy undergarments... I mean never mind" I said all red faced and flustered

"I can't wait till that day comes then love" he said as he winked at me

I ran back into the bathroom leaving the towel in Rukas hand and put on clothes, I was wearing a red tank top, a black and red checkers long sleeved shirt but I didn't button it, black and grey camouflage pants, black socks and a black bracelet that says 'leave me alone or you will regret it' it's my favourite piece of accessory that I have, after I was dressed I walked out of the bathroom to find Luka in his boxers and damn does he have a nice ass not to mention I can see his morning wood.

"What The Hell Luka!?" I yelled loud enough for him to hear and not wake the others

"What?" He asked turning and walking towards me

"Your umm in your boxers" I said

"And what's wrong with that? Do you not like what you see? Do you want to touch it?" He said

I couldn't even process what he just asked me, right now I am trying not to look at his crotch like damn he be packing..... wait what the fuck am I saying? 'packing' what? I don't think I am okay anymore.

"Lilith you ok love?" He asked

"I am fine why?" I answered

"Well your nose is bleeding and your not looking at me" he said

"Oh I am good no worries" I replied

"Okay if you say so" he said walking past behind me and I kid you not when he did I felt his dick on my ass like no joke

After he was done his shower and walked out the bathroom I walked in with Ruka in my arms and began to bath her when Luka turned around and asked me "by the way Lilith why do you have a big scar going from your right shoulder to your left side of your waist?"

I stopped washing Ruka and said "It's nothing just an old injury is all" then finished washing Ruka and getting her dressed

"They don't know do they?" He asked

"...haaaaa no they don't and I have no intentions of letting them know" I said

"But why their you family?" He asked

"Because ... Because I don't want them to get angry and worried" I replied

"Why? What happened?" He asked again

I looked at Ruka and told her to go to everyone else while I talk to Luka, she nodded her head and ran downstairs all happy and excited.

"Because it's not something I want Ruka to remember, Ruka wasn't in control" I said sighing

"What do you mean?" He asked

"Two years ago I met Ruka again but her form was still developing and near completion, one day Ruka and I went to go train and a bear tried to attack me however Ruka went into her teen wolf form and began to attack the bear, once she won and killed it she turned towards me and began to attack me, she wasn't in control she lost consciousness when she hit the tree, so when I tried to calm her down I received a scar that healed by the time she was calmed down, I had a spare shirt in my bag and she forgot everything that happened, so now you know" I replied

"I had no idea" he said

"I know no one does except me" I replied

"I see" Luka replied

Once we were finished talking we headed downstairs when I noticed Rocket and Ruka fighting over who gets to give me my bag.

"Um guys that's ok I am not going out" I said

"No I get to give it to mommy" Ruka said

"No I get to give it to the miss" Rocket said

I didn't want them to tear my bag so I got in between them and didn't notice that Rocket and Ruka had their claws out, when they lunged forward to hurt one another I got in the way and ended up getting hurt by Rocket.

"Ahhhhhhhh what the fuck!" I yelled

"Mommy!" Yelled Ruka

"Shit miss I am so sorry hold on let me grab a towel" Rocket responded

Luka was going looking at Rocket and started to walk towards him when I yelled "Luka stop don't you dare! I am fine, it's just a scratch" Luka then looked at me walked towards me then got on his knee and said "just a scratch, just a scratch does this look like a scratch to you?"

"Yes" I yelled

Ruka hugged me and kept apologizing until I told her is wasn't hers or Rockets fault it was mine for not keeping my eyes open and then lectured her when my eye was all patched up about not starting a fight over who gets to give me my bag or not to start fight in general,I know I am being a hypocrite. Luka went to get a towel and cane to me, as he was going to put the towel on my left side of my face, Luna, shadow and everyone else that wasn't there came and saw the towel on the left side of my face getting filled with blood.

"My baby!" Yelled mom

"Baby girl!" Yelled dad

"My grand baby!" Yelled grandma

"My niece!" Yelled aunty Rose

"I am fine geez no need to make a big fuss about it, I will heal even thou it might leave a scar haaaaa" I said as I sighed

"What!?" Yelled everyone

"Ok stop with the yelling" I said

Once everyone was calmed down and I explained what I meant they were all shocked.

"So is does that mean you get the healing ability from which form was it again?" Asked Luna

"My Lycan form" I said

"And how do you know which for does or gives you the ability" asked dad

"Let's just say growing up I learned about stuff that I wasn't supposed to know until I was eighteen years old" I replied

"Oh.... I see" said mom while tears started to form in her eyes

Luna and Shadow looked at each other then at me and began to walk towards me, once they were close enough they both hugged me tightly like their life's depended on it. I don't blame them with how I grew up compared to them its a hard pill to swallow and it doesn't help that I was young. After they let go of me I looked at them and saw Luna was close to crying and so was I because memories that I had locked away and made sure never to remember cane rushing back all at once. The feeling of being held down by someone who I was told to call father, the feeling of fear when I see an image of a so called brother hovering over you while you are tied to a bed, or the image of a woman who you were told to call mom hitting you for talking about your day at school and how you made a friend just all these images and memories that I didn't nor want to remember, I was think about everything that when I heard my phone ring I jumped.

"Hello....." I answered my phone after calming down

"...haaaaa *sniff* I-I can smell you Lilith..... come home so that daddy can play" the voice said

".....you sick BASTARD!" I yelled scaring Ruka and everyone

"Hahahahaha ha oh what's the matter baby girl f-" "I AM GOING TO KILL YOU" I yelled getting louder as I cut him off

"Oh I don't think so also don't you find it weird that someone is missing?" The voice said

I looked around panicking and noticed the my grandma was gone.

"....." I didn't speak

"Ah it seems that you found out who is missing well if you want to see her again come home to me" the voice said

"..... I will .... kill... YOU FUCKER" I screamed so loud the my voice cracked

He hung up that fucker hung up wha... I am so pissed that my hair started to get darker and so do my eyes.

"Baby who was that?" Asked Luka

"A fucker who I am about to go murder" I said

Everyone just looked at me and didn't know what to say until Luna spoke.

"He called didn't he" she asked

"....." I didn't respond but Luna knew and explained to everyone

"So your not a virgin?" Asked Luka

I looked at him and shook my head no.

"And you allowed it to happen?" He said I was going to answer when he continued

"I bet you enjoyed it right? I bet you wore clothes to provoke it to happen or that you were giving him signals that showed you wanted it, wow who knew my mate was a whore" he said

I looked at him getting angry and changing to my one form that was once underdeveloped at the time and grabbed him by his throat and began to speak.

"A whore!? Provoked!? Signals!? I was then years old, I was tied to a bed, I was burned, whipped, stabbed, cut, bruised, RAPED and your telling me I had a choice..... really? I-I was just a child and you think I had a choice I was wearing baggy clothes to cover up every single mark on my body, I washed in boiling hot water to try and cleanse that mans sent off my body and you think I had a fucking choice..... you are no longer....." I said gripping his neck tightly

"Lilith your going to kill him!" Said Rocket

I looked at him and in the most stern voice said "and I care because?" Everyone looked at me dad, Luna, Shadow and Rocket tried to pull me off of Luka when Ruka screamed my name.

"Lilith!!!!.....mama leave him alone please your scaring me!" Ruka yelled

"... fine but next time I will kill you if you judge me about a part of my past you don't know about do I make my self clear" I said

Luka started to gasp for air once I let him go and then nodded with everyone else. I walked away from them and went back to my room slamming and locking the door, Ruka tried following me but, Luna grabbed her hand and shook her head no.

"But mama is hurt" said Ruka

"What do you mean?" Asked Luna

"Mama.... Mama has a scar because of me and it's opened again" said Ruka with tears in her eyes

"What happened?" Asked Rocket

"Mama and I were training my one form then I lost control of my from and attacked mama however when I woke up I was a kid again and mama was bleeding, but hid it from me, I could smell the blood but, I didn't say anything" Ruka responded

"Wait Lilith said a bear attacked you both during training two years ago" said Luka

"That was a lie that mommy came up with so I wouldn't know nor Auntie Luna, Uncle Shadow and Rose" she said

"So then we need to get it looked at and treated" said dad

"No! Mama just needs to rest and her body will do the rest I know I said I wanted to go to her but, that's because I want to be near her" Ruka said

"But she" Ruka interrupted him and said "no just let her rest please uncle *puppy eyes*"

"Ok fine we'll let her rest..... but, what form was that?" Asked dad

"That's form was the first one mommy had that was underdeveloped and I can see that it is nearly finished" she said sighing

"What's wrong?" Asked Luka

"That form is a mixture of all her forms" said Ruka

"Like which one's?" Asked Auntie Rose

"Like Lycan, vampire and demon all together however like I said it's almost finished" said Ruka

"What!?" Screamed mom in shook

"Yep mama has many forms hehehehehe" said Ruka

"Um...okay then" said Luna

"Anyone else feel like she's not going to come out?" Asked dad

"She probably won't knowing her" said Luna

"I have a feeling that she's not there in here room" said Luka

They all decided to go check on me when they got to my room they realized two things and they are one my rooms door was unlocked and two my window was opened with rope hanging out of it.

What happed and where did Lilith go? Wait for the next chapter to find out