investigate about him

Tal tried to sleep, but her thoughts were disturbing her, so she got up from her bed and went straight to the ruchi's room and she found that ruchi is sleeping soundly but Tal is seriously not the one to leave the chance to bother her sister. so she shook her sister violently making her scared out of her wits.

And ruchi asked with a panicked face "what happened cupcake,why were you waking me up", she felt bad about that but when she thought about the times where her sister used to bully her, she didn't feel bad anymore.

so she said with a serious face, "sis I think I still love Reagan", but that made ruchi little confused and she said "huh? didn't you say you are moved on and don't have any feelings towards him?"

"sis I think it was because I was unable to understand my feelings. My ego was hurt at that time and I was stupid enough to not even understand the situation and now I regret that I didn't confess to him, and I certainly won't be middle in their relationship". "it's just that I want to find out was he interested in me and suddenly got into another relation or it was just my wishful thinking? so I decided to investigate about him, because I need answers about that time to really understand whose fault was at that time and I think I certainly can't leave this mystery behind because it would keep me haunting for the rest of my life.

she said all with a clear and commanding voice. so ruchi literally was confused whether Tal was here to get a suggestion or to say that she was already decided.