Reality 6.22.19

"Namjoon?!?" said a faint concerning voice.

"Huh" I said while looking towards the voice. I stood up immediately noticing the others making their way to the door.

"Are you coming?" said Hoseok giving my shoulder a glasp. While wearing his typical bright smile.

"Ah! Hoseok. Yes, let's go." I said walking towards the door back in my current reality.

Only 8 minutes. That's all. Then we can go back to the dressing room. I thought as we walked down the hallway towards the stage.

"Hey are you really okay?" Jin asked while tapping me on the right shoulder.

I turned my head towards him, "Me? I'm great! After this we get a day to otherselfs and then begin the tour".

He sighed and shook his head "I wish you wouldn't lie. You should rely on us, me a little more".

"Jin, really I'm fine. I just..."

"Lie!" Taehyung said and continued, "You've been sighing since we got to the studio, hyung."

I stopped and looked at the others around me. Taehyung was nodding his head with his arm resting on Jungkook's shoulder. Whom just looked down while bitting his lip. While Yoongi had his arms crossed, looking away appearing to be uninterested. Then towards Jimin, looking straight at me with big round eyes.

"Hey now lets not distract ourselves from the performance. We can talk about this afterwards" Hoseok said while pushing between me and Yoongi. To then throw his arm around my neck pulling me along.

~~~15 Minutes Later

Splitting off from the others. I headed over to the counter and grabbed up my phone. Then making may way over to the couch while slipping my airpods in my ear.

"Hey Namjoon. Don't think I've forgotten. We still need to have a talk" Jin said as I sat down. Then quickly selecting my playlist.

I turned my head away from the others. Enough to still view them out of the corner of my eye.

"Aee. Just let him be for now" Taehyung said with a quick look towards me and also grabbing his phone off the counter.

"Hey Tae? You were the one from earlier that agreed with Jin" Jimin said while slapping a hand on his back.

"Heee." he smiled his signature boxy smile. "Ahh so hopeless" Hoseok said shaking his head.

Guess I get a break for now. I thought as I slid down in the sit. Allowing the space between my neck and head to hit the top of the couch. Then closing my eyes for a minute. Before being jarred by the sense of someone else sitting down.

I turned my head to the left. To see Yoongi.

He had also sat down and was laying his head against the top of the couch. Eyes closed, sliently breathing....

"Stop starring!" Yoongi exclaimed. Causing me to glance away. As he had said that rather forcely but still only loud enough for the two of us.

" I know how you feel but what's happened won't change." He said again which caused me to look back at him questionably.

"You can't go back to a month and a half ago. So your gonna have to learn to move on. If she hasn't come now... she won't".

Eyes expanding at his first spoken words but becoming downcasted once he finished.

I again turned my head but this time where I couldn't see them out of the corner of my eye. Then as I stared out the window. I closed my eyes.