For thirty years I feel like I've been standing alive without any dream or a slim shard of ambition. Oh, I do have a job, a girlfriend once and some hobbies; you know, movies, TV shows, stuff like that. I'm boring, there isn't anything I want or need so people look at me as if I'm dead inside… They're not wrong. Despite this pretty depressive description of myself I don't think you could say I'm depressed it's more like I'm in a stale mindset of boredom. I'm at peace but peace is immobile, like a monk sitting down, doing nothing. Ah actually, I think I had a dream once well I'm not sure you can call that a dream, I guess it's more like a wish. I wanted to understand everything and share with others but on a level that transcend words, I wanted to be listened to with respect and I wanted people to use that knowledge to be compassionate to one another problems… Lol might as well call me Jesus. However, growing up reality slap and you wake up to the impossibility of the task. Of course, one could argue that I could still try my best to realize that wish but… that like asking a blacksmith that wants to create awesome blades to be content with making bolts in a factory; the scale just don't match. So right now, I'm just living, I have an alright job, I eat alright food and I live in an alright apartment: it's an alright life I guess. Dying? Nah, well its not like I really want to live but I don't want to die. Like I said I'm in this weird lifelike stalemate. Honestly, I don't even know why I'm thinking about that kind of stuff in the first place. Since, I've been doing the same routine for the last 3 years I imagine that's the last thing I have to think about.
As he kept walking on his way home from the groceries store he cross the street without looking only to hear not too far from him the heavy honk of a truck. In a split second, he turned his head just to see two gigantic bright light raging at him. Out of reflex he started to run but after placing one foot forward he stopped himself, faced the light and thought to himself: "Ah, I might as well get reincarnated by truck-kun today."