The Sin

I woke to gentle touches to my face. The haze in my eyes cleared to see a bruised and pale Jessie wiping my forehead with a damp cloth. Rays of golden light trickled through the window casting shadow dancers along the walls. I raised my hand out to touch him, but, he backed way from my hand. I didnt understand.

"You're alive, I was so worried, I thought they killed you " tears fell from my eyes.

" You should have left me there Parker, I dont deserve your worry".

" I dont understand Jess, what do you mean? How could I just leave you there after all that happened?"

I struggled to sit up. Jessie at some point had moved me to one of the spare room beds. Once set up, Jessie left the room. His back was covered in blood , his shirt ripped open in places revealing cuts and bruises. Slinging my legs out of the bed ,I tried to stand, but became very dizzy. My legs about gave out.

" You shouldn't try to get up just yet. Blake hit you pretty hard on the back of your head. I dont think there is a concussion, but you have a hell of a knot." He softly spoke to me bringing me a cup of coffee.

" Sorry I looked around the kitchen this morning, I made coffee and took some tylenol out of your bathroom."

" That's fine" I replied slipping my legs back into the bed and sitting up once more. " Can you tell me what happened?" I begged, seeing the reluctance in his eyes. " I'm sure you already figured out my secret of being a woman, and...I can tell I was violated, I want to know who." Jessie's head fell to his hands, he was shaking.

" I... didn't want... "

"Its okay Jess we're safe now, and I'm a big girl , I can take it. It was my first time and it was stolen from me. I at least deserve to know by who!"

Tears fell from his eyes and his hands became fists.

" I didnt know it was your first..I didnt know what else to do...God Parker I'm sorry." I watched as his body tried to curl up in the chair. He was trying to hide, hide from having to tell me what happened.

" Please Jess? I promise I'm not mad at you."

" But.... , you will be..." Jess looked at me with regret and horror. What did they do to him?

Jessie finally after some time began to tell me the details of what happened that night, I sat back in disbelief , shock and disgust.

He told me that once Blake had knocked me out and I fell to the ground he and his goons began kicking me relentlessly. At some point while beating me, my shirt was ripped open, this caught Blake's eye and he ripped my shirt off my shoulders to reveal my chest wrappings. He cut them off and freaked out. " Looks like we got us a wanna be boy here! Ain't she something".Proping my limp body up grabbing my tits and showing them to everyone.

Jessie said Blake then looked at him grinned as he slid his hand down my chest and stomach, running it under my pants. He then ripped open my jean's, tore my panties off, sniffed them, threw them at Jessie and began to drag me across the ground behind the dumpsters. The whole time staring at Jessie as he planned to rape me.

" Come on boys you can have what's left of her when I'm done." he howled motioning for the others to join in.

Jess said he couldn't stand to think of what Blake was about to do to me, he picked himself off the ground , ran behind the dumpsters and jumped on Blake. Already worn and sore Jess didnt get many hits in before he was hauled off Blake.

One of the guys grabbed a tree branch beside the dumpster and began swinging at Jessie making contact with his back. The force sent Jessie crashing to the pavement. Blake and the other two took turns pelting blow after blow. He said he crawled and laid on top of me to protect me.Then the unthinkable happened.

Blake haulted the onslaught from his friends, lifting Jessie up by the hair to look at him with squinted eyes and an evil smirk , Blake told him that if he didnt rape me, then all three would until they had their fill or I was dead and that Jessie would continue to rape me till he said other wise and if he stopped they would kill me.

Jessie told me that when he couldn't get hard because he couldn't imagine doing this to me, that it made him sick, Blake held him up and punched Jessie several times In the face.

Jess sat in the chair next to my bed, a dark cloud hung all around him. He drew his knees to his chest and wrapped his arms around his knees. I knew telling me was hard. I knew it was tearing him up inside as it was for me.

He continued the story, he explained to me that when he entered me he was not fully erect because he just couldn't make him self, but that he still felt himself rip my hymen, that he was violating me. He told me he didnt last long that he faked an orgasm in Hope's that Blake would be happy and let them go. However ,when he thought all was done , Blake told him with a sinister laugh he was no where near happy and the violating was not done yet. Jessie said he threw up all over the place at what was demanded of him. Blake suggested that Jess leave marks on me by punching me and biting me. Blake then took his foot and placed it under my shoulders and flipped my body. He told Jessie that since he was a Faggot he would feel much better if Jessie went ahead and fucked my ass as well. "Oh and while you're at it, I want to see you peel skin with your nails. Bite her a few times and leave marks like you did on her stomach and brests, so she will know she had a good time.

Jessie refused to do any more to me , he took blows from a tire iron, kicks to his head , and blows to his back from a tree limb for the whole duration of Blake's friends taking a turn at violating my back side. He said only when Blake saw cars pull up into the lot of the diner he and his goons snuck off leaving them in the rain. He said he tried to move me but was only able to flip me over before passing out himself. When he awoke, he was here and I was slumped down on the edge of the couch. He picked me up put me in the bed, removed my pants and shirt , cleaned me up some and place a new shirt on me before covering me up.