No Life...

it's was a dark night, the cold freezing wind on the air gaved me a sensation of death..., abnormal trees like human and a brown redful moonlight.

my name is Rose Garrett and I'm 24 years old. and right now I'm on my jobs building rooftop, what I'm doing? is simple...

trying to suicide why? cause I hate this world. Who wants to live in this mess like me, in this bullshit, corrupt and disgraceful world like ours....

In abbreviation I hate this word and want to die right now. why? cause I hate this world like I said. but it's still a little problem...I'm so scared.

What would happen if I jump? would I die or not?...would I survive or not?...all this questions are troubling and running around my mind.

you may think that I'm depressed or something else and need a psycholog...but no! I'm not depressed, if only you could see how painful it's for me to live...so let me tell you my story, okay?