Welcome to my life...

Sunday 10 November 2019.

today was again a stressful day at my job I thought many times to quit but I can't, I have Bill's to pay a family to take care of and more....

since I was little I got through many troubling things for a child. First of all my mom was a prostitute and my dad a professor, No! more exactly a perv professor who slipped with every cute girl in my school...

everyone knew it!, but said nothing and persecuted me instead...I didn't want to be like my parent so I did my best at school and held all my problems to myself.

Our home wasn't better either, my mom wasn't home so often because of her job so I had to take care of my brother by myself and deal with my father who sometimes kicked us out when he's mistress came to see him, so me and my 2 years old brother had to sleep out all night even when it was cold...I didn't want my mother to know all of this, cause she made so much effort for our family. so somtimes with the little money she gaved me. Me Rose Garrett and my brother John Garrett slipped often in uncomfortable hotel's, at least we had somewhere to sleep.

So don't blame my mother she's the kindest person I know, she's the one who paid my Bill's for school, taked cared of me and my brother she was there when I wanted her, she done the best for her daughter and son, the only problem was that she hasn't a decent job and married a jerk or bastard, if you want...and I still don't understand why they stilled together.

my mom died 1 years after my university graduation, it was what my dad told us but I didn't accept it, car accident my foot! they said they couldn't find her body cause it burned up!.

how could she die when I finally could give her a decent Life,why did she disappeared and left me behind?, why now, why wasn't it my dad who disappeared instead of why mother. why?!.

when my mum passed away I tooked the charge of my brother who was only 9 years old at that time.

I don't know why but my father wanted him back. Of course I didn't gaved him back.

My brother was all I had. My last family in this world, my blood and future. So for our sake, with my last money we tooked a flight and went to London.

We began our new life there, I got a new job, home and happiness. I thought this would be our happy ending, but it seems like there's no happy endings for me in this world.