After like 4 months life in London my brother got extremely injured and stayed in coma for a long time...
for hes bills in the hospital I took 2 extra spare time jobs.
all of it began to feel very painful and stressful, painful cause every day I saw my brother laying in a hospital bed in crisis and stressful because of the 3 jobs I had.
but I couldn't give up, afterwards John was all I had. And I thought, no! I wished that something great would happen!, that everything would be like before, that he would wake up, so that we could continue our normal routine life, John whose going to school, me my job and after being home together and do something funny every weekend.
John didn't even have the time to visit all the great places in London Like the Big Ben, London Eye, Towern, Buckingham Palace and the Hyde park what he always had dreamed of.
if I knew that things where going to be like this, I would have taked him to all of his dreams places.
after a hard rhythm life of jobs, my body couldn't take anymore and got seek...
I couldn't attend to my jobs for a long time, so they replaced me in my two spare times jobs.
now I only had my 1 job left, the fast job. how could I pay every bill with that!?
I did my best to get more jobs but couldn't find anything who matched with my fast job schedule.
I lost my home cause i couldn't pay in time.
so I began sleeping at the hospital with my brother., when my society: where I worked find out that I had no home they fired me too.
then I had nothing left it was the end, no jobs, no home,I couldn't even take a loan from the bank. so til the end I've got forced to let my brother die.
Now after getting all my things from the job I've got fired, I'm standing on my jobs rooftop only one step left and I will disappeared and be nothing, only one.
I'm afraid of jumping but this is my last option, you might think that I should wait and see, but I waited enough and I loosed everything, so LET'S JUMP....