Keep calm and move on

When I first started high school I thought it was going to be the worst thing, but I kinda liked it better at school then at home. It's not like my parents or sisters hate me, well I'm close to my sisters, it's just that my parents treat me as if I'm not there I get more attention at school then at home, but we're not going to be turning a happy story sad. Before I continue I just want to let you know I'm gay. Full on gay like I can't see me kissing a guy even on the cheek except my dad. I like girls since I was in elementary school. I didn't know what I was feeling at the time, because I would always hang out with boys but never feel anything from neither of them. I was a tomboy. When I got to middle school with my best friend Michael, (who you'll get to know more on later) I finally figured out I was gay. I told my parents about what I was feeling when I was in elementary which is probably why they ghosted me. I finally figured out I was gay when I had my first kiss in 7th grade with a girl named Shyla. I caught feelings for this girl hard but sadly she moved away during my 8th grade year. I'm in my last year of high school and still think about her some times.