7th Oct, 2016

I was sleeping. When, dad comes and tell me. Mom had an 'heart attack' and she is in the hospital now.

At first, I thought, he is joking or something but then, I look at him in eyes and they were looking serious.

I thought, I am having some kind of nightmare.

Then reality hit me so hard that I was only sitting on my bed like dumbfounded.

Then, I saw both of brothers were crying and I was just looking at them like I saw some kind of ghost. I never saw my brothers like this before.

I get up from my bed and run towards them and finally, hugged them tightly. They hugged me back and started crying loudly.

I was telling myself to stay strong for my family. I can not cry because if I cried than everyone will broke up in sobbing and I don't want that to be happened in anyway.

After, they stop crying. We all leave for hospital to see mom but when, we arrive doctor tell Dad that three of us (Kou, Kon and Sora) aren't allowed inside the ICU because we are minor.

I was so angry about it but as long as mom is fine. We are fine too.

Even though, our whole family was in hospital for seeing mom but the three of us were feeling so lonely that we don't even belong there.

After some time, dad got out of ICU and tell us that mom is doing okay. We all feel relieved that our mom is fine now.

We actually love our mom. Even, if we don't show it on outside.