It's getting worse.

It's been a week since I woke up, this week has been quite hectic at least that's for me, my parents are full of happiness for me finally waking up. This week I tried many times entering a meditation state and it's show to be impossible, I've tried every tip I could think of, making myself comfortable and finding a good position was never I problem, the thing is I can't empty my mind it's so difficult it's like I can't get rid of my thought, like they are haunting me.

But I still don't give up, I know the dreadful feeling and it's only getting worse it's like each day that passes I'm closer to my death, not like aging that should feel normal, but this is strange, so strange that I can't help but desperate, every day it's there stronger than the previous one, getting worse by the second and it's driving me crazy, thing that don't help in my meditation attempts.

I know this turmoil going over my head, the fact that I need to awaken my aura so early just to stop a feeling of death, is this worth it? I'm barely born and I already trying to do something that people spend years of their lives practicing to reach.

My thoughts where cut short by my mother wich now I can safely assume is called Bella and my father Jonas, they've called their names so much this week that if I don't pick them up I might as well be brain dead, continuing on the current affair apparently they've put me on some kind of baby carriage, quite comfortable i would say my self its black and red color scheme really does make a good combination and if you input the semi-transparent material that helps me see around I think I will certainly appreciate this outing with my parents, I was getting really frustrated being copped up on my home so much, adding all the failures attempt I think this walk will be a very welcome thing.

As we get out of the house I'm finally able to see the scenery which I would say is very beautiful, trees a lot of them, the green simply overwhelms my view as I look all around, the birds are chirping, the flowers are starting to bloom, truly a beautiful sight.

As we slowly exit the woods where my house is located I see a cobblestone road, with the forest less dense now I can finally see a wood frame, the kind they use on the entry of some farms, after that the road, we continue walking I don't know how much time passed but we are nearing some buildings apparently we are reaching the outskirts of the city.

Reaching the city I start to look around observing the stores, trying to find more clues to where I'm

some different world? some know one? my first clue was Aura, that I named myself, you see the name I've chosen albeit pretty obvious already ruled out a lot of possibilities, as the time passed I've come to understand that indeed I'm correct, maybe the number they've mentioned on day to day are little but this one I think I got right, the thing that I need to acquire is indeed aura.

After walking some more and observing both sides of the street I finally saw something that apparently confirms my suspicions a dust shop, this is indeed a world with aura, this is RWBY world, quite different from what I would have imagined but I don't think things are exactly like in the series so after thinking for some time I think all my meditation attempts are wrong, for all I know you need someone to awake your aura, this made a surge of doubts through me I've been trying meditating solely based on my feelings on what I would call a sixth sense, should i still try the meditation, maybe is a waste of time, well its not like I have anything better to do.

As I was deep in thought we finally reached our destination a building I assume is some kind of registration center quite a beautiful building all is white whit just some yellow details, the architecture is pretty modern, the famous box style is what I call it after all everything is pretty much a box with windows quite a plain but practical style.

Entering the building I see a variety of people with different faunus qualities some cat person other bears others bunny, and even some normal humans to that's pretty rare considering we are on a presumably faunus community, as I was looking around my parents started the registering procedure, someone start examining me but by a quick word of his apparent chief I was quickly approved.

Finishing the procedures we quickly exit the building and start heading in another direction, we finally reach what apparent is a bookstore, my parents start talking with an old lady that is apparently the owner of the shop, a quick word between then and the old lady comes to check on me, she lifts me up and stare in my eyes for a moment after that she proceeds to inspect me and plays some baby games, with consists on her hiding her face with one hand and making some silly faces, and I keep with my seemly perfect baby act, after more playing around she returns me to my carriage.

My parents keep talking with the old lady. While the adults are speaking I'm currently looking around the store books lots of them after some looks I finally locates what apparently is a tv, the currently live program is some sort of documentary about the fauna, which I found quite interesting the documentary apparently is focusing in some kind of bird similar to an Arara, a typical colorful found on Amazonia in Brazil, the birds habits are pretty much normal for my standards the only obvious difference is the varied numbers of colors it posses and its huge size.

As the documentary reaches an apparent end my parents decide is time to go home, so we slowly walk home the sun all-time high in the sky so it should be the middle of the day like this I couldn't stop me from remembering some good old memories, even if the end of my old life wasn't that good my early years was quite wholesome, so I've decided to try a better life but I doesn't mean I should forget my old one as painful as it may be its still my memories, these memories are what makes who I am so I should appreciate and learn from them, not simply throw everything away.

Deeply in my thoughts, I barely noticed that we have reached home so I quickly concentrate on the task at hand, eating.