Chapter 2

EUPHORIA'S POV

"Mom, Don't forget the parent's meeting later at 2′o clock okay?" I reminded her as I wore my backpack she just chuckled and nod. I threw a flying kiss to her then drove my car out of the house. Well, I used to have a driver but ever since the incident happened. I disliked having one. Not because I'm afraid but because my driver used to talk to me every morning so the whole Trip-to-school-thing wouldn't be so boring.

I disliked talking and socializing, I don't speak often unless needed. I entered the room and as usual, All eyes are on me. Maybe they're still not used to me being quiet. They can't blame me, It's been just one year and two months since the tragic event happened.

Clara, Eureka's friend approached me and smiled but I just blankly said 'Hi' while nodding instead of a smile. My lips are too heavy to put up a smile. People usually demand that once they smile I should smile back at them which is too annoying, especially I didn't like smiling at all. Not in this rude and cruel world. Every single piece of happiness one person does have was cast by sadness through bad happenings and miserable events.

Happiness was paid not by money but with pain. A nick of happiness costs a handful of pain, tons of tears sprinkled with sadness. In this cruel world, everything has something in return. You did good you'll have a reward. You did mistakes you face consequences. You love you'll encounter pain. You'll be happy sad things will occur. So what was the purpose of being happy? Memories? Happy memories are the most painful one can keep to himself especially when that person who you created those happy memories with was gone.

I noticed that the room was starting to create noise as my classmates start arriving at the Class. I was in fourth-year college in BSU Malolos, Bulacan taking BS Computer Technology. The professor entered the class as the school bell rang. I removed my earphones and listened to the professor not thinking about anything more but only the lesson itself. After the class, Clara once again approached me.

"Uhmm. Hey, Euphoria I just like to invite you to my party. I did the party plan Eureka and I had when she's still... alive, Maybe you would like to come??" she said having an awkward smile.

"Hmm, I'll check my things out. you see I'm not very well good at parties"

"I understand. but if you're okay I'll give you an Isolated sit. and maybe you wanted you can talk to consult my Brother? He's a psychiatrist" She held my hand.

"I know losing three lives in front of you was a real hard. Moving on isn't at a point near. but it's still ahead of you Euphoria." She gave me a warm sincere smile and excused herself because she needs to go to the comfort room.

Another Psychiatrist? Nah. I still have to deal with that Dr.Sapphiro dude on Saturday. Going to a party that my sister planned? I'm sure it was Hello-Kitty-fied again or it was pink glitters that were sparkled in the whole place. Eureka always loved putting a part of her identity at everything she does.

I shooked my head. I really should start to learn how to move forward but losing a twin sister, a dad and, a Fiance wasn't just easy to overcome. I decided to go to the park and take a quick escape since my next class will start within the next two hours.

It was the park Sephron and I used to have our dates.

"Sephron, Love... I miss and I love you so much" Tears started to form in my eyes once again. "The world isn't that much fair right? They took you away along with Dad and Eureka. I can't just accept that matter real fast. I love you and I always will do." I wiped the tears that started falling.

"I just can't accept the fact that you were gone. I'm still wishing that you'll be back, You'll see me again to hug and kiss me. Sephron. I know you want me to continue living as you said before you left... Love..." I sat onto the ground and hugged my knees as I continued crying silently.

"Miss??" I heard a guy called. I felt like he was referring to me because I saw a pair of shoes in front of me so I raised my head to see the guy standing in front of me while holding out a blue handkerchief

"You looked like as if you're crying an ocean," He said as he gave me his handkerchief while I gave him a 'do-I-know-you?' look.

"Problems struck real hard making a person create its strength to conquer any other struggles in life. That's a good self-comfort giving time for yourself." He said looking up the sky.

"I gotta go. You can keep the handkerchief to wipe your tears." and with that, he walked away leaving me speechless.