Mixed emotions

Austin called Clifton and ordered 'Denis and Sophia should arrive by the evening', Saanvi's eyes were lit with happiness. Austin asked looking at her happy face "How are you going to start your work?"

"Firstly I want to stay out with my friends," she said pouting waiting for his response

"What" his gentle tone became cold

Saanvi immediately said by holding his face "Please don't be angry, I just want to plan well for the party" she knows it very well he never allows let her sleep out.

Looking at his fading angry face Saanvi slowly sat on his lap and said with a soft tone hugging his shoulder "I actually wanted to stay with granny but I can't let my friends bother granny right so I want to rent an apartment"

Austin called granny instantly and said "Saanvi and his friends are going to live with you for some period granny"

Saanvi was nodding reluctantly but he ignored her and responded on the phone "Okay"

Saanvi asked angrily "Why you did that Austin? I really can't take advantage of granny"

"What advantage are you talking about, you silly," he said while touching his head with hers.

Saanvi was really mad at him and said "She was already kind enough to give shelter to me yet you are being greedy"

Austin asked in a serious tone "Then why don't you come back instead of staying at someone else place"

Saanvi got down from him and said stubbornly "I don't want to"

Austin asked her coldly raising his voice a little "Why?"

"I want to know what you feel about me Austin" she blurted out with anger "Yes, I seriously want to know how you feel about me, I just need a clarification about our relation"

Watching him remaining silent she shouted "Look at your silence, if I think you are not in love with me your actions are literally opposite," she blurted out with anger stomping her foot "If you don't love me stop showing your kindness to me, stop making me misunderstand you Austin, I am really not ready for the heart broke so please stop me before my feelings develop more for you"

Saanvi turned to walk away looking at his silence and said with teary eyes "I never felt this confused Austin" and she added with anger "I am not going to come with you Austin"

Austin can't explain how he feels about her; he was afraid 'what will happen to her if he dies suddenly' or 'what will he do if someone kills her being his wife'

He was afraid of the consequences and doesn't want to see her in pain. He suddenly lost words, he was at loss he can't live without her but he can't confess what he feels about her.

Saanvi and her friends were insisted to stay with granny, they all had dinner, Denis and Sophia went to take a rest Granny asked looking at Saanvi's lose face "What happened?"

Saanvi said with a forced smile "Nothing granny"

"You can't act in front of me, tell me what happened"

Saanvi's smile faded and said "I don't know what to do granny," said while leaning back to the sofa

"About what"

"Austin granny, I really can't understand anything about him" Saanvi looked very tired.

She has been thinking about Austin for two days.

She just wants to know there is someone who wants to stay with her forever. She wants nothing in her life except to stay with the loved ones.

Granny said patting her head softly "Don't worry you just sleep tight and have your smile on your lips, you will find out about his feelings in no time"

After Saanvi slept Austin came to granny's place and asked a maid "Where is madam?"

"Young master, madam is sleeping"

"What about granny?"

"Madam is waiting for you"

He walked to the study room directly and asked "What are you waiting for?"

"I just want to know what you are doing here."

"My wife likes to stay at your place and I can't live without her," he was outspoken coldly

Granny asked, "Why don't you say all this stuff in front of her" she was concern about their future, she doesn't know what they have to face if they don't act fast

Austin said coldly "None of your business"

Granny said patting his shoulder "You don't get it how she feels about your silence" she added "She was so insecure about her life Austin, she feels no one loves her, why don't you tell her you can't live without her"

Austin didn't say anything and left. Saanvi was sleeping soundly hugging her blanket, after changing clothes Austin slept hugging her and he left before she woke up in the morning.

Saanvi asked while having breakfast "Granny 'is Austin was on my bed at night?'"

Granny asked surprisingly "Why did you ask that?"

Saanvi said placing her hand under her face "I felt someone hugged me" and she added with a bit of confusion "Only he has the habit to hug me"

Granny said with a teasing tone "Maybe you miss him"

Saanvi said reluctantly "No ways" and she added looking at her friends "Guys lets go to the venue we have a lot of work"

I feel he like he hugged as he does always but granny was saying he was not here. 'Ahhhh' this bastard always confuses me

On the way to the venue, she saw Emma walking on the road she asked the chauffeur to stop the car "Emma, long time no see"