Chap.3 What is chaos?

We appeared in a empty space and was still hugging after 20 seconds. She stopped hugging me, took a step back and she looks like she is about to

Goddess- "Let me introduce myself, I'm a nyarlathotep and my name actual name is Kuri. I'm the goddess of chaos. And what's your name?"

Me- "my name is john. And I'm a human."

As I heard my voice I was shocked. My voice sounds a bit younger. And the goddess handed me a small hand mirror.

John- "what is this! I'm now 4 years younger, and is 18 years old again. Wtf? What Have you done goddess?! "

I asked her confused.

Goddess Kuri- "I haven't done anything other than transporting you here without protecting your body, and letting you die. And letting the laws touch yo.."

She realized what she just said.

John- "You what?"

Goddess Kuri- "umm. I'm sorry about your death it was my mistake, moving you too fast" She gave me a little sorry smile.

John- "I forgive you. But what's with the laws that changed my body?"

Why am I forgiving her for basically letting me die, You ask? Maybe it's because the people in my old home in the orphanage did teach me about forgiving good people who didn't hurt me intentionally.

Goddess Kuri- "the laws I was letting you touch, are age laws, which of course can make everything younger or older."

John- "so a law is basically a power that change, control and be something?"

Goddess Kuri- "precisely that. But for now I need to teach you a little about the basic chaos element before I reincarnate you."

John- "ok, sure let me hear it."

Goddess Kuri- "it's an element of power that isn't bound to anything and it's one of the strongest and hardest to learn and use, except for origin laws of the corresponding elements or the species progenitus with bodies made entirely of adaptable energy that can integrate any type of energy."

Me- "then isn't it chaos element useless at that point?"

Goddess Kuri- "..."

She frowned, walked towards me and karate chopped my head.

She raised her voice and she said

goddess Kuri- " 'sigh' you idiot, I haven't said the uses of chaos yet"

Alpha instinct- " *ding* you lost 10 likable points of the goddess of chaos"

Says my alpha instinct to my rude and bad, language skills.

John- 'wait my instinct can do that?'

I thought. I realized my rudeness, I tried to make up, by saying.

John- "continue then, wise goddess of chaos"

*Ding* Alpha instinct- "likability of the goddess has gone up by +1"

John- '... how tf, that's too small!'

I thought frustrated.

Alpha instinct- "I'm just kidding *Ding* likability gone up by +9"

I then sighed and accepted that I have to find out what she and others feel and what doesn't give me a negative impression in the future.

if I don't do that I will be like a dense,stupid and an garbage mc...

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A while later...

Note'(if you don't like large explanations about the use of chaos and other things, then skip it. But you will probably find it useful further in the story and there is something important, so you better read it!)

*The goddess Kuri is before him, then the purple fog of chaos appears in the empty space.*

- Can you give me a more fleshed out explanation?

Goddess Kuri- yes

She answered and as I stand there awaiting an answer for my question.

Goddess Kuri- "you have heard of lovecraft and the cthulhu legends from your world,right?"

I nodded as I knew something about it.

Goddess Kuri-

"the beings from these fantasies and worlds, are connected with the chaos and the chaos element, which can be a part of ones body cells or infused into the body. And it's terrifyingly good at is affecting the mind, body,soul and aura of others and almost

everything. And you will also get a longer life, by using chaos element.

And What it doesn't include is other beings with tiers of soul power and bloodlines that is higher than chaos the rank the that can be found in worlds with higher grades."

Goddess Kuri- as you see it's no wonder people really fear the chaos beings power.

(author: sorry I need to nerf the chaos.)

Chaos goddess-

"The only drawbacks is that it makes it really, really harder and slower to increase than others and quite a lot harder than other void elements when you reach higher tier worlds

and it gets even harder in the higher grades,

The major drawback is that It's wild untamed power that can go wild without control.

I warn you to be careful, if you don't control the chaos that is infused into an item, your body,mind,soul and aura, it may damage,destroy, disintegrate or explode it. and Depending on the abilities,skills and attributes you use.

And you "may" also have a harder time controlling it.

Also the good thing is that It gets stronger with your soul grade because of its unstable nature and it will make you able to beat beings that is stronger than you by a 0.2 soul tier more than you in the future and it only becomes more visible in the future. But it's only when the being in question isn't a chaos being. "

The goddess sighed as she said

Goddess Kuri-

"All of this is probably many of the reasons why the chaos beings are feared and we why there isn't many trying to ascend to a higher tier with chaos element, because of the trouble and the amount of hardships."

*(Author note: I didn't want to have the goddess say more. So here is the rest)

*Abilities, are able to infuse attributes and laws into anything that isn't completely resistant or immune to it.

* 'Aura' Aura is like an extension of mind and soul, that can effect both body,mind, soul and aura, negatively or positively.

Aura can't be damaged or destroyed and devoured completely. And it can be suppressed by a bigger aura and the density and quality of the aura also has a say in which one will suppress the other. All I can say is Aura has many other uses that you can learn yourself.

* 'Bloodlines' Well, what is bloodlines? It's basically dna that grants your body the some characteristics of your ancestors, like how you look and what inherent powers or affinity's you can gain from them.

* Rank is shown like this [(name of skill): -> I] and the "I" In the skill shows how high of a mastery the user has, And how strong the power and control the user has on the skill.

The rank can go from I-SSS and "I" is the lowest rank and The "SSS" is the highest the mastery of the skill can reach until the skill pushes past its rank and becomes a more powerful version of the skill with a new name

But the parameters can go beyond it in higher tier worlds.

* 'Soul tier' what is a soul tier? a soul tier is the disparity from a atom to tree from a dragon to a realm, it's the basic power you can increase until you hit a the limit of your soul. and why do you want to go beyond your souls limit? Because if you get past the bottleneck That is so infuriatingly hard to get past and you have to almost die trying to reach SSS rank in skills .

*'Soul' the soul is a vessel for your mind and if it is destroyed completely you will either die or turn into a complete retard and loose your ability to think.

You can use it with various types of abilities, skills and attributes.

* 'Laws' Laws are the rules in the world that maintain order and balance in the world, low level beings with a soul ranking lower than the world can't break completely free. And gods are even less influenced by the laws in worlds and but in some worlds are gods forced to act like their divinity, without freedom to be who they want to be.

* *locked* When a skill has a *locked* sign behind it, it means that the skill can't be used and has no effect on the body.

* *sealed* when a thing in the status has an *sealed* sign, it means it has something extra in the status can't be seen and it's powers is *locked* more tightly.

* (sealed) is the same as *sealed*, except it can be seen fully in status but not used.

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After the explanation...

Goddess Kuri- "I have planned to show you a skill so will you accept?"

John- "Yes why not? It's not like I can resist my curiosity.

Goddess Kuri- "ok Let me give you an example on a low level transformation."

Goddess Kuri- "I'm really sorry about this"

She said with regret and sadness in her mind.

...

I was moved to a place which looked so disgusting and scary, but then a body appeared. As I look at it changeing directly in front of me. The demeanor changes as well and it began creep me out more and more as it slowly transformed into a horrible monster. A monster with various nightmarish body parts and eyes that is so scary that my body can't stop shaking as I showed a grim expression on my face.

'Please, no' I thought while I began breathing faster, my body won't move at all and my head feels dizzy, my body began to sweat immensely, my mouth is dry, and in my stomach felt like I had something disgusting, crawling and wiggling inside.

I try to scream or say something but I couldn't.

After what felt like months of torture that become more scary and it becomes more unbearable as time passes, with various types of whispers and voices that is invading my mind while I look hysterically at the monster.

while I stand there screaming crazily in my mind and felt true madness.

I became so crazy right at this moment, that I was at my breaking point, and so the goddess of chaos quickly pulled me out before I broke completely.

Goddess Kuri hugged me tightly into her large busom. While I was shaking and breathing madly. As I was being hugged I let go of all my tears,screams and madness that has been stuck, who knows how long in my heart.

As she gently caressed me on the back she said this

Goddess Kuri- "I'm so, so, extremely sorry, I'm sorry"

She said with a tone of regret while looking so beautifull with her sad an worried face and She continued to say sorry for an extremely long time...

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7 weeks after...

My crying had stopped 3 days ago and I'm in a deep asleep, while my head rests in her soft busom and caressed by the bad, yet sweet, caring goddess.

I finally gained some self awareness and I looked at her face from her soft cakes.

She noticed and looks down at me with a sad face, she hugged me.

For a moment I was there in her busom, but moment after on my feet and angrily looking at her. She was shocked by it and she stops hugging me, she backed off,stands still and shows a sorry face.

I got closer moved my arm and gave her forehead a flick with my finger. She flinched,gave me a *weep* from the flick and gave me a confused pout, as she put her hands on her forehead. She looked at me.

John- that is for making me suffer for countless hours or maybe years of suffering and pain.

I said with a harsh tone and angry face.

Then I walked towards her, she was a little scared for what I would do, so she backed off a little. Now that I have reached 2 feet away from her, she opened her mouth and let out a

Goddess Kuri- "sor"

As she is about say it, my finger on my left hand had reached out and pressed against her fresh and sweet looking lips.

John- "shhh."

I said as my face changed into a warm and understanding smile. Her beautiful purple eyes widened, as my hand that had a finger on her lips moved to her waist.

My body moved forward into a hug and I gave her a peck on her forehead.

60 seconds had passed and we separated from our hug.

John- "thanks for taking care of me."

I smile gently and said cheekily.

She blushed a little and looked me straight in the eyes and said

Goddess Kuri- "I deserved the flick because I wanted to test you, I did go too far with torturing you for what is like equal to 3 years in the world you came from. and the kiss, it helped cheer me up, thanks I needed that"

We start staring at each other for a long time with small smiles.

...

Kuri finally gets out of the trance and 'coughs' for me to her her attention.

Goddess Kuri- "Well then, it's time to reincarnate you. I will give you a wish few extra things for making you suffer and let you reincarnate in a tier 4 world with beings that normally is tier 1 So the that world is easy to start in, with some beings that are sure to help you on the way to reach a tier and higher level of chaos."

Goddess Kuri- "what do you wish for?"

John- " I wish for...."

...

Goddess Kuri- And while I'm at it can't I give you a new name?

John- "sure why not, it's not like I love that name" I thought

John- "No offense, but I want a named by the goddess to remember her by, and I don't have anything against those with the name John" I thought to myself

Then Nyari said and walked over and gave me a kiss on the forehead.

Goddess Kuri- "your shall new name be Neo inizio"

I saw my soul glow and asked

Neo inizio- "what was that?"

I asked with a interest

Goddess Kuri- "Just a little blessing before you leave"

Kuri gave me a last hug before she let go of me and said

goddess Kur- "Bye Neo"

I also said

Neo- "bye, and thanks for everything"

I smiled as the glittering purple chaos laws surround me and I disappear.

Kuri the goddess of chaos stands there and thought.

Goddess Kuri- "damn I'm going to miss him.

I don't even know how long it will take before he can meet me again, 'ugh' ". She was out of breath because she had used quite a lot of her divinity powers and that took a extremely high toll on her body by granting Neo wishes, because her divinity isn't meant to give, create and grant wishes. So she was stuck in this space and she will feel pain and suffering until she recovers, but that will take maybe over 500 years or way more...

*And there She stands alone again, in the empty space. Waiting for that day to come when he will maybe come back for her, but she thought 'did I forget to tell him something? No, I don't think so' she pushes the thought aside and waits*

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Status window:

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Name: Neo Inizio

Status: dead

Race: none

Soul: human *sealed*

Gender male

Age: Soul age 18

Soul strength: tier 1 (really weak)

Parameter: (empty)

(Author note: skills and other status changes will be added in later when he reaches the other world)

Skills:

[caught by Chaos:A]-

(Passive) To the one who has taken the interest of chaos itself, has it easier controlling everything that is connected to chaos.

Kuri's blessing:SSS]-

(Passive) For the only one to receive the blessing of the goddess of chaos Kuri.

Nyari, grants the host with a permanent and extremely high affinity for chaos and you gain affection faster and easier from girls.

(Passive)You are also luckier with the opposite gender.

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