chapter 1

The season seems to calm everyone. Staring from the feelings of a street worker to a high standard people working uprights in a high tall building. This is the life of a petty girl who still thinks life is wonderful even if it hurts her soul. While everyone works so hard for their future needs, she on the other side takes a full passion to live in the present. Everyone in the world where she is living are so ambitious to climb a higher case where in her case, she prefers to know each of their stories and wants to have wisdom of life.

Well she was born in a hard ship where in her place it was such a remote and isolated place. Where people there have emotions of present and gossiping is a job. Where her dearing mom took alot care in sickness and fighting with a society to keep her family alive and her father thrives a live in arm force to keep his family feeding. In this situation she had her siblings too. Elder sister who love her as if her own daughter and her little brother whom she adores him being the mini little baby boy in a family.

In her teen life she finally sees the life where she always wonders who am I? What should I do in this world? But she never has the time to get answer as life kept on going, making her to make a move every time every single minute. When she was in her teens she remembered to have a goal. Her goal was to get adult as soon as possible because her family situation was not good. She dont remember her memories when was little but her mom always tells her how much she suffered getting us siblings to give a life. While she tell us how her life get messed up marring annai's father. And she felt that also that their parents dont love eachother anymore. They even dont get to eat together, leave aside going outside for a picnic. Ana always wonders what's it like to be a family with supporting eachother and having a meal together. She always wonders and she made up her mind that if she studies hard to become adult she can help her family.

That's why when her high school mate where all enjoying their lives, she was thriving for excellence and guess what she achieved it. She was holding Second position in her 10th standard which made her family proud and situation got little subsided.

But who have seen the future, when she was through her next standard her parents got divorced where her mother left her with her brother and father. She also wanted to go with her mother but her mother said that she is in no position to guide her in life. She said it will be hard for her to survive without having a work so be with father until she graduate. She was not happy but let her go. They didnt asked any concern of them gtting divorce, it was between the adult and that's why she hated the idea of being hopeless and locked herself inside her room while hearing their parents getting divorce.

It was a hard life, but she kept on going. She had to survive and went to her flow of life. She promised herself never to get in a relationship and focused on her studies. While doing that out of blue moon she noticed a guy and felt in love. But she always controlled her emotions not to go along with it. And she was indeed success. But after graduating she got into a relationship and both of them went for higher studies in the same college. There was a sense of love but she was always guided with this feeling and couldn't subside the feeling of not getting into a relationship. So at last for being truly in love for long distance relation, they got separated after 5 years.

He found himself a wife caring and loving while she on the other side went abroad to get a proper job and find herself from a broken pieces.