First Night Living with Him

I slept in Athena's room that night. She was so happy to see her barbie themed room. Her room size is similar to our former apartment but if I have to choose between the two, I would definitely choose to stay in the smaller one. Nancy, I and Athena used to stay in one room and every night, Nancy and I would talk about anything before sleeping. Now, I don't even know where I should sleep.

I am happy to see my daughter enjoying her first night in our new place. She has many toys and she also has her own wardrobe. It has many clothes in it. She has all kinds of dresses, shorts, blouses and sleepwear. She also has many pairs of shoes, things that I can't buy on my own. I wonder how he knew Athena's shoe size and how he prepared everything. He acts like her real father. I can see how Athena adores him and he also shos so much affection for her.

After hours of playing with her new toys, Athena finally felt tired and fell asleep. I put her to bed and took a shower. I dont know where my clothes are and I also don't want to bother Colin asking about it so I used the same clothes I wore when I got here. As his wife, I don't know whether it's my duty to share a room with him. We never talked about these things before, actually we never had a chance to talk in private, about what we would do next or what will be our set up. I also feel embarrassed to ask him directly. I guess I figure it out tomorrow. I slept in Athena's room without having a chance to talk to Colin.

The next day, I got up early to prepare breakfast for the three of us. Seeing the kitchen, I remember I cannot cook because there are no equipments nor pans I can use. Colin is already in the kitchen making his coffee.

"You woke up too early." I started.

"You too. Do you like coffee?"

"Yes, please." He took another cup from the cupboard. "How was your first night?"

"It was good. I still need some time though to be familiar with this place. Thank you for preparing Athena's room. She loves it."

"I'm happy she likes it. I asked an interior designer for that. Have you thought of what kind of kitchen you like?"

"About that, I actually don't have any idea what a good kitchen should be like. I just need a microwave oven, that's it."

"I will hire someone to fix our kitchen then. Why didn't you come in the room last night? Scared of me?"

"Athena is not used to sleeping alone. I couldn't leave her last night." I lied.

"Do you want to check our room? I also bought some stuff for you."

"I will check it later. I think tthe coffee is ready." I tried to change the subject.

"Haha! Are you scared I would do something to you? Aren't we supposed to do that? As I remember before, you were the one who wanted to rape me."

"I hate you."

"Haha! You're so cute. I think you should say the opposite. Here's your coffee."

There was silence for a while

"I want to show you our room. You don't need to sleep with me until you feel comfortable but you won't start having that feeling until you start doing it. I won't rush you."

"I know. I also don't want to rush things."

"Let's go." He then grabbed my arm and lead me to the master's bedroom. I feel awkward and starting to feel embarrassed but as he said I have to get used to this.

The room is spacious as expected. The bed is king size and there are bedside tables. There is a sofa on the end with a big TV hanging on the wall. The bathroom has a glass wall and you can see the silhoute from outside. There is another door near the television.

"Open it." Colin said, maybe he saw that I was looking at it.

The room leads to the wardrobe. "The one on the right is yours and this side is mine. I asked someone in the company to prepare everything for you. I don't know what you like but I'm sure you would love these things."

When I opened the closet one by one, I was surprised with what's inside, bags, shoes, all kinds of clothes. He opened one drawer. "These are all accessories, earrings, necklace, I know they're not enough so if you want something, you can buy them anytime. I will give you an extension to.my credit card later. I asked my secretary to prepare it and he said it is ready by today."

"This is actually too much. I don't think I can use all of them."

"You have to get used to it. You are my wife now and money will never be a problem so if you want something, just get it."

"I don't think I can do that easily."

"I think the best thing to say is thank you." He said smiling.

"Sorry and thank you."

"Let's include sorry in the forbidden words, okay? If you want to show how thankful you are, how about kissing me instead? Or perhaps a morning lovemaking?"

I can feel blood rushing on my face and this place makes me feel so hot. My heart started pounding when he came near me. He put his arms around my waist and place his nose next to mind.

"Do you still feel shy with me? Why did you marry me if can't feel comfortable with me?"

"Do you like me?" I asked.

"Yes."

"Do you love me?"

"Maybe not yet, but we will get there."

"Thank you for being so honest."

"Do you remember that night when we kissed?"

"How can I forget?"

"I always thought of you ever since. I was able to divert my attention to other things because of you and I don't feel so sad anymore after my divorce."

"That's good."

"Can we do it again?"

"Maybe."

"Forbidden word."

He then kissed me gently. His arms became around my waist became tighter and he is pulling me closer. I put my arms on his chest and I can feel how hard he is. His hands moved to my bottom, carressing it gently.

"You can feel me, right? You know how much I want you."

"Yes,"

He kissed me again, now more deeper. This kiss is now different from before. I could feel hesitation from his before but now, he is more fierce. His hands started touching my breast. His one hand grabbed my hand and let me touch his hardness. I was surprised at first but this is the first time a man tried to lead me. I kinda like it.

He removed his shirt and kissed me again. He slid his hand in my pajamas and touched me in my private part. I can see his desire from his eyes. He is making me want for him too. We were stopped when we heard Athena crying.

"You made me crazy. Let's continue it tonight, okay?" His hand is still inside my underwear. I didnt want him to stop but we have to take care of Athena first. He kissed me again before letting me go. "I will follow you." He grabbed his shirt and put it back. I went out from the room immediately and looked for my daughter.

We ordered some pancakes for breakfast. Colin didn't go to work that day. We spent the whole morning just playing in the house. He is a natural father to Athena. I was amazed on how he treated her.

In the afternoon, Athena and I visited my mom and Nancy. Colin had to stay in the apartment to monitor the workers. Some people arrived with some appliances to be installed in the kitchen.

Their apartment is not bad either. It is is bigger than the apartment we had in Marshville. It has two rooms and all the things they need are already there.

"How are the two of you? How was your first night here?" My mom asked. Nancy played with Athena.

"It is good. Athena's room is really huge. She has many toys and new clothes. She loves it."

"How about you and your husband? Are you getting along well?"

"He's actually very nice. He prepared everything for me and Athena and she adores my child. I still don't feel very comfortable with him but he is helping me adjust in the new place and in my new role. He is a good man I guess and I think I like him."

"That is good to hear. It's also good that I and Nancy live nearby so we can check on you from time to time. And you don't live with your inlaws, that's another good factor."

"I still can't believe I will be in this situation. It's like a dream and I hope I won't be waling up anymore."

For now, I can only hope that everything will be okay, that Colin is not like Geoff or Lance. I hope we can stay happy forever. I hope he is the love I have always been praying for.