Bonus Chapter: Hint of the past
Song featured in this chapter: Sad Song by We the Kings
Auster's Pov
"Hey Z!"She called and ran towards me
"hey whats up-"I spoke but I was cut for I saw a speeding car
"get back!"I shouted as I run towards her
I managed to hug her and we were hit by it
We were thrown meters away from the car but I still held her
"you alright?"I spoke trying to retain my strength
But she never answered
"hey wake up"I said but no reply
Then I felt something gooey on my hand
"no"I said and blacked out
I woke up on a hospital bed and there Kisha was waiting
"where is she?"I asked
Kisha quickly stood up and called for the doctor
I pulled all my strength and gripped her hand
"tell me"I asked seriously
Still no response
The doctors came in quickly and I manage to get up
"please tell me"I begged
"We did everything we could but its too late"the Doctor said
Then I woke up with tears on my eyes
I dried my tears and looked around me
I'm sitting away from the crowd as the ceremony is still ongoing
"hey you okay?"someone asked from behind
It was Kisha
She's the only person who can understand me
"no I'm not besides its just a simple ceremony"I said blankly as I put my earphones on
Something is already playing but it was cut for Kisha got the other earpiece and put in on her ear
"Anime opening? Hikaru Nara I guess"Kisha said
I sighed as I nodded
'Her favorite'I said in my mind
I heard her sigh as she faced me
"tell me are you really okay?"Kisha asked me directly
I didn't responded for I hate it when she keeps her nose on everyone's problem
"I'll go home for a few days but are you really gonna be okay?"Kisha said butting in
That angered me
I pulled my earphones, stood and walked away from her
"hey Z!"She shouted but I never looked back
I headed towards the exit and opened the door
But something hit me and made me stumble
"Ow that hurts"I heard someone spoke
I stood up and looked at her
It was a girl shorter than me
"next time look at where your going"I said and helped her stand
"sorry I didn't meen to. I was hurrying for I was late for the opening ceremony"the girl said
This time I saw her face and was shocked
"**** is that you?"I stuttered
"uhm no it's ****. **** ****"she said
I just stood there and noticed that she ressembles **** but with a red hair
"you okay?"**** asked
It couldn't be her
I nodded
"sorry but I need to go!"**** said as she run
I heard the doors closed
She looks like her
I punched the locker in front of me venting out my anger
"Sorry ****"I whispered as I faced reality
I walked towards my designated room
As I got there I sat and played a song on my phone
"You and I, we're like fireworks and symphonies exploding in the sky"I sang
I remembered my days with ****
"With you, I'm alive
Like all the missing pieces of my heart, they finally collide"I continued
Everytime I'm with her I feel complete
"So stop time right here in the moonlight
'Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes"I sang and rembered our last moment before the accident
"will you marry me?!"I asked across the road
"ofcourse!"She shouted
"Without you, I feel broke
Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, I'm just a sad song
I'm just a sad song"I sang
I was unconscious for a month and didn't knew anything
"With you, I fall
It's like I'm leaving all my past and silhouettes up on the wall With you, I'm a beautiful mess It's like we're standing hand and hand with all our fears up on the edge
So stop time right here in the moonlight
'Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes"I still remember the day I woke up
I found a letter from her
"Without you, I feel broke Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, I'm just a sad song"I sang
That was the last letter she could've muster before she ran out of time
"You're the perfect melody
The only harmony I wanna hear You're my favourite part of me With you standing next to me I've got nothing to fear"I sang
"Dear Auster,
I know that this won't be easy on you so I'm telling you this
Be strong and never give up
I'm happy that you tried to save me so thank you for everything
The doctor told me that the accident blinded you and I was in a critical condition
Right there I knew that I would undergo operation inorder to survive so I made a clear decision
If you read this then take care of it
It's the last gift I could ever give to you and for the last time
I love you
Loving you, ****
"Without you, I feel broke Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, I'm just a sad song
Without you, I feel broke Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, I'm just a sad song, I'm just a sad song"I ended the song as it pained me
"I miss you"I whispered as I took out a photo of her