This is Craziness

"That's excellent." He smiled at her and she smiled back. She bit her lip. "I didn't want to come initially and was kidnapped by my manager who thought it was imperative for me to sort this out. I have been moping, you see." She let out a small giggle at that.

"So, you didn't want to come," she said softly, going silent.

"At first, no. And then a talk with the manager and my mother later, I realized how I yearned to be with you. I was miserable when we didn't talk and I was furious at myself for allowing myself to say those hurtful things to you when I meant none of it. I get that now, but back then I was too taken with my emotions and how you were attacking me to think straight."

"I can't apologize. I should have been calmer when I spoke to you. I should have realized that your life was more complicated. You have always told me that." She sighed and placed her head in her palm.