Charlotte

I love flowers.

Their growth show me the importance of life.

Their blossom grant me appreciation for this world.

Their decay explain to me the reality of a cruel fate.

The purity of a Lily.

The eloquence of an Iris.

The innocence of a Daisy.

The confidence of a Lilac.

The chivalry of a Daffodil.

The beauty of an Amaryllis.

The playfulness of a Hyacinth.

...and the heartfelt emotions of a Hydrangea.

I knew it from the first day I laid my eyes on him, that he will become the most important person in my life.

A smile akin to the most gentle spring.

A laugh akin to the most radiant sunshine.

A voice akin to the most soothing bells.

Fenric was, big brother was, the kindest person I have ever met.

Growing up with him always by my side, I realized the false facade he has put on.

That mask... it is not a mask of hatred, negligence, or indifference. It is a mask he wanted, needed, so that he won't ever be hurt by others.

That's why, I wanted to cheer him up. How can someone live while disregarding everyone? This is not a virtual prison, but a boundless world that is waiting for us to explore!

Big brother, I promise, promise that I won't ever let you be alone.

Even if no one were to ever like you, even if everyone were to become your enemy, I promise that I will stand by your side no matter how horrible the consequences will fall upon us two.

The two of us, together, will definitely be able to overcome every obstacle.

...So please, please forgive me! I am sorry! I am sorry for leaving, I am sorry for not telling you, I am sorry for not protecting you, I am sorry for leaving you alone...!

You may not know, but I know that you have always been a person that is easily hurt.

When father chastised you during our lessons, you would hole yourself in your own bedroom while practicing Magecraft with tears in your eyes. When Karl abused you, you would clench yours fists and endure his harsh beatings despite the pain.

When I acted selfishly, you would smile kindly and follow every nonsense I asked for.

If I were to be given a second chance, if there is a god out there, please, promise me, and help me soothe his pain... or else, he might just fall to someplace far away, where even the most radiant lights can no longer reach.

I do not need your tears.

I do not need your sacrifices.

I do not need your apologies.

I just want you to be happy... for once.

When Mister Rain finally departs, our sky will turn brighter.

At that time... will you still remember our promise to be together forever, Brother?

I did not swear that so that you will wallow in despair.

I did not swear that so that you will remember me for an eternity.

I made that promise... because I wanted you to see the full colors of this beautiful world. Stop being chained down by me and become free. You are not so weak, you are strong, strong enough to shoulder all the world's burden!

...Bye bye, big brother.