Chapter 44
The Innocent Ones who do overnight shifts showered in the morning. They were free to do what they wanted the rest of the day, and most either slept, took care of personal errands, or watched the other brothers work their dayshifts. This meant the washroom in our selamlique was most likely empty in the middle of the night or early afternoon.
I cleaned myself off of his semen as best as I could before leaving the warrior's bedroom. I returned to the washroom and showered quickly as well. If I didn't, I was afraid that other people could smell the warrior's scent on me.
However, even after I washed up, I couldn't bring myself to socialize with anyone because I still could smell him on me. In the end, I returned to my bedroom and fell asleep only to be awakened with a shiver. Feeling uncomfortable, I couldn't sit or lie still. No matter how thoroughly I cleaned myself, I felt dirty.