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"I...." Jeya was left speechless again. She wanted to say to her mom that she also didn't even wanted to be born. And she wanted to end it badly too.

"Leave." her mother chase her away like she was nothing but a stranger. "Leave us alone!"

Jeya walks outside silently. She was silently exhausted, silently dying inside, silently killing her feelings inside. She didn't know where to go. She tried to contact her JUICY group of bestfriends but they are all busy with their own studies. She contacted Kim and Mae but they didn't replied to her. She felt alone.

She ride a bus but still didn't know where she would go. She ended up going to an amusement park but there is an entrance ticket to enter the amusement park.

"How much?" Jeya asked the Security guard.

"Just Ten dollars. " he said.

Jeya was about to turn back.

"Let her in." a tall handsome guy said to the security guard.

Jeya look at the handsome guy and saw Julian beside him who whispered something at the guy.

Jeya walk inside and walks towards them. "Thank you." Jeya said.

'Oh obedient again.' Julian thought inside.He was boiling inside at the thought of being with No One and being rumoured his girlfriend while him her still boyfriend didn't even mentioned.

"You're welcome." the handsome man said while smiling beautifully.

"I didn't get you here for free." Julian said. While the handsome man got a little confuse but didn't bother to interfere.

"What do you want?" Jeya asked him.

Julian goes near to him. He wanted to insult her or strangle her for being rude and for breaking him without mutual agreement even though he was already cheating her before, for him, he was just saving her for his last.

"I want you to serve him for this ticket." Julian said while smiling viciously at her. He pointed at the handsome man.

The handsome man went stiff. He didn't know his friend will give him his girl. 'What a physco.'

Some people heard him but Jeya didn't felt any shame or anger. She just pass him and walks toward the handsome guy. She get his phone on his pocket and picked the man's finger for the fingerprint of the phone,then she add her contact number to his contacts. She was about to give him his phone but when the handsome guy reach for it,It was snatch back by her again and texted her number using his phone. "I'll contact you." then she just leave them and walks towards the rides area.

Julian was so mad that he became speechless. He kicked the near bushes repeatedly. "You dare! Dare! Dare!"

"What do you expect? You're insulting a unique girl." the handsome man said. 'Oh god,this man is clueless about love.'

"Unique girl? She's unique to you?. She's mine." He said while looking at him dangerously.

"Well she left you." he said. He already know who is that lady, he know there is a particular lady for him who he didn't show to them. He always said she's one of a kind that he can't let them dirty her just by looking.

Julian didn't chase after her but instead walk back to their table and eat some snacks gloomy.

"How much?" Jeya asked the cashier for the rollercoaster ride.

"It's fine. It's a free ride today. The amusement park was on it's twenty fifth Anniversary. You buy the entrance ticket,You can ride all you can!" said the cashier with excitement.

"I want to be in front." said Jeya.

"O..okay.." the cashier felt strange about her. She seems to be not excited but choose the front seat.

She walks in front where every girl avoided. She sat down and daze.

Some guys in the back were teasing each others girl friends.

"Hey!"

"Shut up!"

"You're nervous! haha."

"Leave me alone!"

"Right!Leave us alone."

"Leave you alone?" she quietly asked. Jea suddenly remembered what was her mother said. "Do you know how much I want to leave you all alone?" tears falling from her eyes silently. She was sobbing. "Why?"

'Wanggg!' the roller coaster ride alarm rang. The seats were buckled and lock. After checking them twice the guides waves their signal then the ride started.

The ride run slowly first until it comes to the first fall.

"Ahhhhhh!!!!!" everybody screamed in thrill.

Only Jeya was crying. "Why didn't you just abort me before so I don't have to be hurt like this!!?!!" she screamed her sorrows out. "I am nothing but a burden!!!! you think I want to be like that!? Well why don't you just kill me now instead!!?!" she said angrily and tried to unlock her buckles but she can't. "Put this away!" she struggled to break the buckle but still nothing happened. "Just let me die!! Open up! let me end this pain! What did I do to all of you??" she lowered her tone. "ha. ha. haha. I did nothing wrong to you." she grin while still crying. "All I want was just....." 'love? who would believe that?' she thought so.

"Ahhhhhhh!" another upside down railway and everyone screamed their heart out.

"Mom. huhu. Dad uhuhu. I'll kill myself for you. I love you both." Jeya murmured.

The ride stop and everybody got up including Jeya. She walks outside the Rollercoaster ride.

While Jeya is walking to the next ride Mae saw her. She saw her were still in school uniform and somewhat down alone. She was about to talk to her but her new boyfriend suddenly showed up so she ended up ignoring her.

Jeya saw a shooting booth but even it was the amusement celebration day, and the pellets for the gun is free, they still change the targets to hard positions. Some rolling faster, Some has vision illusion tricks and some didn't move even it was hit.

She finally queue for it after watching others shoot but no one still got the prize of big black bear that she wanted. Everyone who won wants Pink pig stuffed toys.

"Why are you alone?"

Jeya suddenly had a goosebumps all over her body.