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Julian couldn't believe her reactions would be like that. He didn't know if he was loosing his charms or she is just numb. Unfeeling.

"Shhh. You don't need to explain." She already stand up after. "You drink this pain reliever to ease the pain." she put a pill from his palm and she walk back to his kitchen to get a glass of water for him to drink. "Here you go."

Julian take the pill. "Thanks to you."

"It's fine." she was already fixing things to leave his house.

'Wait, think. think. think Julian.' he thought while looking at his girl whose about to leave him. "Isn't it a bit late now?"

Jeya check the time from her phone and saw that it was still early night, it's just quarter to eight pm. "It's only eight."

"Oh? Isn't it a bit early to go home now?" Julian change his sentence, but before he could say anymore. He realized that there's something wrong with his reasons out just to make her stay.

"Julian." she turned serious. It's not that she didn't get what he was trying to do, it's just she doesn't want to assume things more of this. After all, he was still the boy she wanted to take revenge. Not letting him die any sooner but letting him feel regrets of picking one of her friends. The revenge was stopped halfway before, for her close friend sake, but now, it turns out, there is a chance to work. "I hope this will be our last meeting." she said. She turn her back to him and closed his door.

Julian got frustrated. It was like all his blood pressure got on his brain. He rush out the door and grab her back inside his house.

Jeya was surprised by his sudden move.

"You will not leave me!" he carried her in his shoulder to his bedroom. He forced her hands up and hold her down. His left hand nail her both hands to his bed, while his other hand looking for a way to take her dress off. "You'll be mine tonight!" he was mad. He doesn't like the feeling of her leaving him behind.

"No! Don't!" she said. She was still shocked and she couldn't scream. Jeya didn't know what to do with him, he was strong.

He didn't heard her. All he thinks is he will give his girlfriend an unforgettable lesson. He started to kiss her lips,her neck, her face, slowly to her chest, not minding her unresponsiveness to him.

Jeya felt that he loose all his reasonings. 'Did I go overboard? Is this my end? Is this regret I'm feeling?' she was really about to cry. "Stop..."

Julian right hand still didn't get to take her dress off of her, because it was a longsleeve dress and she was still wearing her uniform inside her dress. He didn't get to completely remove her underwear because she is wearing a pantyhose that would need him to rip first because his other hand was holding her hands. Minutes had passed and his anger went sober. His mind was starting to clear what he was doing now. "I..." he let go of her hands, he saw her sobbing softly while slightly holding back. And a flashbacks of his mother's eyes crying by his father taking another woman in their house flash in his vision. He lose his strength and laid his head on her shoulder. "I'm sorry." he closed his eyes and sniff her like he was taking a deep breath. "I'm sorry."

Jeya didn't say anything but cried. She regretted helping him now. Why didn't she just ignore him?. She regretted of herself, caring too much. She can't talk sense to him already why did she still help him for. "Jerk." she cursed softly.

Jeya couldn't stand up, she felt weak that all her strength are gone.

"Sleep here tonight." he said while ignoring what he did to her earlier, he didn't feel the guilt anymore after a few seconds he thought atleast he didn't finish her after all. "Hush. I won't harm you." he fix his bed while Jeya was still sobbing. He lay down beside her, "Good girl hush, sleep now." He hugged her from her back and kissed her hair. Satisfied he tried to sleep. "Oh I... I didn't take drugs sweetheart." he whispered to her ear while his fingers are wiping her tears.

After an hour, Jeya took a glance at Julian who was sleeping soundly while hugging her. She carefully remove his arms around her and slowly got up from his bed. She was escaping silently and after a few steps and constantly looking back at him, her phone suddenly rang.

'Nobody knows just why we're here...' it's ringtone.

But to her surprise instead of declining the call she answered it.

"Dear?" said the man on the line.

"Dear?" she asks. She look at Julian again who was not so far away from her. "Sigh" luckily he was still sleeping. "Who are you?" she whispered to her phone.

Cris, on the other line got confused about her voice. 'Why is she whispering?' he ask to himself. "It's me dear, I can't sleep." Cris said to her without answering her who is he. After all he thought, he was her only dear. He must!

Of course, Jeya already recognized him. She already recognize his attitude. "It's not my business." she said.

"Ouch! my heart hurts!" he said flirting around with her.

Jeya suddenly got serious,"Are you?.. really?.." she is trying her best not to believe him and think that he was just kidding.

"Of course! but it's not what you think my wife." he said because he can feel that she was thinking about it seriously. What an idiotic wife of his, he thought so.

Jeya sigh in relief, why is she bothered. "You just take a rest and sleep now."

"I can't, I want you beside me." he said.

"That's impossible." she said.

"What imp. Where are you?" Cris suddenly ask her. "I'll tell you what we can do more than being beside me. hehe."

"I'm.. can you take me.." Jeya tought of his help to escape from there but someone suddenly hug her behind.

"What you can do with her is something I can also do... Even more." Julian answered him while hugging Jeya.

Jeya was surprised and drop her phone.