She messed up

She had never believed in men.

Even if the person was Huo Shen, it would be the same.

they were fickle, loved to lie, and very vicious. Huo Shen's methods and abilities were beyond an Xiaowan's reach.

So if he lied to her, then she might really be doomed.

If that day really came, she really didn't know what she would do.

The hatred in her heart had already been concealed too much.

She didn't know when she would be able to let go of all the grudges. If Huo Shen hurt her too, she might really fall into the abyss of hatred and never be able to climb out again.

It was also because of this that every time she felt the slightest bit of affection for him, she would firmly suppress it. after that, he walked further and further away, pretending that he didn't feel anything.

she was afraid that one day, huo shen would completely destroy her.