the feeling of being better off dead

Because an yanmo was really getting closer to her.

even though, in those eyes, every moment of gentleness, it was as if he was looking through her and seeing someone else's figure.

But that was not enough for an yanmo to marry her.

so, she took the opportunity to get close to an xiaowan and tried to show her good wife and mother side. she wanted an yanmo to think that she was a kind and soft-hearted woman who loved children the most.

just like that, as time passed, he finally succeeded in becoming her husband.

but he always seemed to be heartless.

No matter how well she did, no matter how much she did, he would only give her a faint smile and not take it to heart. There were always some days of the month that he left for his first wife. The first thing he thought of when he had the best things was definitely an Xiaowan.

it was only then that she realized that entering this house didn't mean anything.