Chapter 1190 don't cry, I'm not in pain

The moonlight outside the window became brighter and brighter, shining on the two people who were hugging each other. It was as if it could brighten one's heart at the same time.

After crying bitterly, Fang Shaoan lay on the bed while Zuo Xiaoran took the iodophor to sterilize his wound.

Looking at the shocking scars of different depths, Zuo Xiaoran's eyes turned red again.

"huff huff... " after applying some medicine, she was afraid that he would be in pain, so she blew in small mouthfuls.

Fang Shaoan felt her gentleness, and his heart warmed up a little.

But soon, he felt something warm on his back, drop by drop.

Fang Shaoan frowned and comforted her, "Don't cry, I'm not in pain. "

It would have been fine if he didn't say it, but when he said it, Zuo Xiaoran immediately seized the opportunity. "It would be weird if it didn't hurt! It's already like this, why didn't you apply the medicine obediently? "

Knowing that she was worried about him, Fang Shaoan was about to say that he was fine, but then he heard her say again, "what if it leaves a scar! "

He was stunned, and then he laughed gloomily. "I'm a man, what's there to be afraid of leaving a scar? "

He wasn't a little girl. His whole body was covered in scars.

He had long heard from Wang Mang that a man should have some scars on his body. That was the way to be brave!

Well, there were enough scars now.

He could almost imagine what kind of ravines would be on his back when the wounds healed.

"..."Zuo Xiaoran thought about it and seemed to think that there was nothing wrong with those words?

Helpless, she could only lower her head and continue to apply the medicine for him.

After everything was done, she carefully lay down beside him and stared at him with her big red rabbit-like eyes. "You still haven't told me what's going on? "

Fang Shaoan lay on his stomach but couldn't move. He could only tilt his head and look at her delicate little face.

He was very quiet today, and his eyes were filled with a rare melancholy of Zuo Xiaoran's.

"Can't you tell me? " She asked again in a rare good tone.

Fang Shaoan just looked at her quietly. After a long time, he said, "Xiaoran, do you hate people who are treacherous? "

"Uh... I hate them. " Zuo Xiaoran nodded Then, she thought seriously and changed her answer "It depends on the specific situation. Some people are so shameless that they eat Xinyi like a meat bun. But some people... may be forced to, but the nature of their hearts is still kind. "

There were too many fantasy things in this world. They couldn't just kill everyone with a stick, right?

Zuo Xiaoran was bullied badly by Jiang Xueqian. She clearly didn't spend Fang Shaoan's money, but his mother always thought that she was doing it for his family's money... ...

"The nature of their hearts... " Fang Shaoan muttered her words and fell into deep thought again.

He had already done something wrong, how could he be forgiven?

And his family had already betrayed Yan Jun, how could he still have face... ...

Zuo Xiaoran saw him frowning and asked again, "did someone betray you? "

Fang Shaoan paused and smiled wryly. "I betrayed someone else. "

"..."

There was a moment of awkwardness.

Zuo Xiaoran did not ask him who betrayed, but asked, "so your father hit you? ''

Fang Shaoan continued to shake his head, but refused to say more.

The people he betrayed... ...

It's Xia Jinqi.

How dare he tell her?

They were good friends, and once she knew, she would not hesitate to leave him.

Call him selfish, call him mean, she's all he's got.

Sigh.

Fang Shaoan, Oh Fang Shaoan, why did you force yourself to this point?

If it was Yan Jun, he wouldn't be as incompetent as you, right?