177. You're dead, but your soul is back. Song Beibei, you're so desperate to bury you

The door was gently opened.

Song Beibei walked in.

It was very quiet inside.

Song Beibei went to the bedroom through the living room.

The bedroom door was ajar.

It wasn't closed.

Song Beibei was actually a little afraid.

Why was it so quiet here

Where was Gu Yanqing?

Where were the two of them now?

Could they both be in the bedroom?

Her curiosity drove her to walk into the half-closed door.

Song Beibei stood at the door and looked inside. When she saw the scene inside, she felt as if she had been pushed into a bottomless abyss on the spot.

In the picture, a man and a woman were embracing each other and standing at the window.

The floor-to-ceiling Glass Window did not close the curtains.

The early morning sunlight shone in and imprinted on the two of them. It was so gentle that it seemed to have a layer of golden edges on the outline of the two of them.

Gu Yanqing's head was resting on Gu Yanqing's shoulder with his eyes closed.

There seemed to be tears at the corners of his eyes. His appearance was very different from the usual refined image of a queen.

It was as if a tortoise had put away its armor and a Hedgehog had put away its spikes, returning to its original soft appearance.

It made one's heart skip a beat.

Gu Yanqing hugged her and patted her back gently as if he was coaxing a child.

Gu Yanqing's expression was calm, and half of his face was against the light.

However, his silhouette was still so handsome that it made one's heart flutter.

Song Beibei looked on and actually felt that the two people hugging each other were so well-matched.

Song Beibei stood in the distance.

It was as if someone had nailed her feet to a nail, and her heart felt as if someone had thrown it into a pot of oil. The boiling hot oil was boiling and tormenting.

Song Beibei felt pain.

The scene from five or six years ago appeared in her mind.

It was abnormally similar to the current situation.

It was just that the location had changed to Gu Yanqing's office.

It was still a man hugging a woman like this.

After so many years, Song Beibei thought that she had forgotten.

Or perhaps, after getting together with Gu Yanqing, Song Beibei had indeed forced herself to forget.

She had forgotten many things.

She had forgotten that Gu Yanqing had come to the song family because of Gu Wanjing.

Even if she had sent Gu Wanjing abroad because she felt guilty, Gu Yanqing had come to the song family because of Gu Wanjing. This was an indisputable fact.

Song Beibei had always felt that Love was love. She did not mind.

She did not mind how their relationship had started.

She did not mind how Gu Yanqing had come to the song family.

But now, Song Beibei suddenly realized that she actually minded it that much.

It was like a replay of a nightmare.

Song Beibei stood where she was, not knowing what to do

At this moment, her worldview began to crumble bit by bit

She began to doubt every word that Gu Yanqing said.

Could those words be deceiving her.

Song Beibei forgot that Gu Yanqing had always been an old fox with high cultivation.

And all these years, what Gu Yanqing said was true and what was false.

Of course, Song Beibei could comfort herself.

It was just a hug.

Maybe it was just a misunderstanding.

Because she didn't know what had happened.

Maybe she just happened to encounter a misunderstanding.

But when Song Beibei thought about it, her heart hurt even more.

Because she suddenly realized that she had always thought that this was how she comforted herself.

This was how she found excuses for Gu Yanqing.

She suddenly realized that she had always been living in the mind of finding excuses for Gu Yanqing.

As long as she wanted to, she could find the perfect excuse.

Perhaps it was like the scene in the TV series where the woman said to the man, "give me one last hug. ".

Or it was like the scene in the novel where the woman pounced on the man, but the man didn't have time to push her away.

Song Beibei's mind was filled with thousands of excuses for Gu Yanqing.

But she didn't want to look anymore.

Really.

Because she knew that all of them were just excuses.

And at this moment, the woman that Gu Yanqing was hugging was indeed another woman... ...

Song Beibei slowly turned around, not making a single sound.

If it was in the past, she might have rushed in and pointed at Gu Yanqing's nose and questioned him.

But now, she didn't want to.

It wasn't that she felt uncomfortable, but that she was confused.

She would think, if what she thought and what she saw was the truth, then what should she do.

Song Beibei wasn't a self-pitying person.

But thinking about how she might be abandoned by Gu Yanqing...

Thinking about how one day Gu Yanqing might really leave her, Song Beibei felt as if a sharp knife had pierced a hole in her heart.

She turned around and left silently.

Da Wu and Xiaowu were also a little puzzled. Why did she come out so soon after she had just arrived.

Song Beibei smiled bitterly.

She said, "don't tell Gu Yanqing that I came today. "

Song Beibei left.

Ten minutes later, Gu Yanqing called.

"You came just now? "

Song Beibei was in a taxi on her way to school.

It seemed that da Wu and Xiaowu had told her about her past.

Song Beibei suddenly felt like crying when she heard Gu Yanqing's voice.

It had been a long time since they had spoken in a serious manner.

But now, she did not want to hear this voice.

Song Beibei acknowledged.

Gu Yanqing was silent for a few seconds. "Why did you leave again? ''

Song Beibei said, "I remembered that there were some urgent matters at school. "

Gu Yanqing was silent again for a while.

Then he said, "Wanjing has been in a bad mood recently. She has been suffering from depression. Just now, don't misunderstand. "

Song Beibei naturally knew

Gu Yanqing could naturally guess why she left.

So now, he was trying to explain the scene of him bumping into her?

His tone was calm and calm.

It was as if it was really a small matter, and he didn't feel guilty at all.

But this tone didn't make Song Beibei feel any better.

The formulaic tone was like a mission.

It only explained, and didn't care if you really believed it or if you really let it go.

As long as he, Gu Yanqing, had a clear conscience, it was enough.

Song Beibei almost exploded in an instant.

Later on, she could not figure out whether it was a moment of anger or a long period of pent-up anger.

In short.. Song Beibei almost screamed hysterically in that direction, "Gu Yanqing, do you feel that it's especially honorable and natural? Do you think that since you and Gu Wanjing have the friendship of a brother and sister, so what if it's just a hug? Can't I understand you A strong woman like Gu Wanjing had depression, yet she was so heartbreaking and pitiful. Do you think that if I were to quarrel with you over this matter now, I, Song Beibei, would be especially unreasonable? But I'm just so petty and unreasonable. You're my husband, and you can't hug other women. Gu Yanqing, do you really think that I'm your wife?"

"What about you? "

Gu Yanqing's cold voice came from the other side.

Song Beibei was slightly stunned.

Gu Yanqing's voice seemed to contain a hint of a sneer, "Song Beibei, do you really treat me as your husband? "?

Song Beibei didn't expect Gu Yanqing to ask this, "what do you mean? ''

Gu Yanqing said, "when you were hugging other men, did you ever think that you were already married and was already my wife "What am I, Gu Yanqing, to you? A tool for you to guard the Song Family's estate or a clown for your daughter to play with? "

Song Beibei was rendered speechless by the question.

It was simply baffling.

It was like a thief calling out for a thief.

This was what Gu Yanqing was good at.

He was clearly the one who had done something wrong, but he could find fault with you in such a dignified manner and then confidently push the blame onto others.

Song Beibei did not speak.

However, Gu Yanqing sneered a few times as if he was mocking himself, "Song Beibei, do you regret it now? "

Song Beibei did not speak Gu Yanqing continued, "let me tell you, it's useless even if you regret it now. You're already mine. People have to be responsible for their own choices. Since you chose me in the beginning, you're destined to be my wife for the rest of your life. It's useless for you to think about anything else. I've said it before, I, Gu Yanqing, will only lose my wife and never get a divorce. "

Song Beibei directly hung up the phone.

Song Beibei covered her face, feeling the urge to burst into tears.

Even the taxi driver looked at her a few times and asked with uncertainty, "young lady, are you alright? "

Song Beibei shook her head.

Song Beibei felt extremely uncomfortable.

What did Gu Yanqing mean by those words?

What did he mean by regretting it?

What did he mean by only losing his wife and not getting a divorce in this life?

She spat out all the grievances in her heart. In fact, she just wanted to have a good chat with Gu Yanqing.

She hoped that he would be able to deny her messy thoughts.

Even if he was pretending to coax her like before, Song Beibei still felt that she could find a reason to continue lying to her.

However, Gu Yanqing's cold and hard attitude made Song Beibei's heart feel like an ice cube.

Now, he wasn't even willing to explain.

Gu Yanqing had said so much, but he had perfectly avoided the topic between him and Gu Wanjing.

He had pushed all the blame onto her.

If he wanted to blame her, why not?

Of course, he didn't want a divorce.

He was in such a good state now.

She didn't know if she was more of a wife or a mountain of gold to Gu Yanqing. Just like Song Beibei, she wasn't sure if Gu Wanjing was more of a sister to him Or if she was more of a confidant.

Maybe it was both.

But Song Beibei couldn't take it.

She was a very pure person in relationships.

They were a couple for life. He couldn't tolerate his husband who wanted to spend the rest of his life with him having an ambiguous partner in his heart.

Song Beibei didn't know what to do?

She just felt pain.

Jiang Feifei and Lu Huanzi thought that Song Beibei was crazy.

Because she hadn't been seen since she returned to school.

She was either in class or in the library.

She came back in the middle of the night and even memorized English words for an hour. When she was tired, she would fall asleep.

Jiang Feifei had asked her out for supper several times, but she had rejected all of them.

Finally, one day, after Song Beibei had finished her dinner, she picked up her backpack and went to the library. However, she was stopped by Jiang Feifei and Lu Huanzi.

"Song Beibei, something is wrong with you these days. "

It had been a month since Song Beibei had returned.

It was already mid-may.

She stayed at school every day and night and did not go back.

Even during the long May Day holiday, she spent her time in the library.

However, on the surface, other than keeping herself busy, Song Beibei looked no different from usual.

She smiled when she should smile, and quarreled when she should quarrel.

However, she would occasionally be in a daze when she was reading.

Song Beibei had always thought that her disguise was very good.

Song Beibei was still grinning. "What's wrong with me? "

Jiang Feifei frowned and said, "there's something wrong with you. When you smile, there's something wrong. When you speak, there's something wrong, but I can't express it. Anyway, ever since you came back last time, there's something wrong. "

Lu Huanzi interrupted, "it's like when a person dies, their soul comes back. "

Jiang Feifei suddenly understood, "yes, yes, yes, that's right. It's the kind that makes people want to drag them out and bury them. "

Song Beibei was speechless, "I can't be bothered to chat with the two of you. I'm going to the library. I'll be back late at night. "

When Song Beibei reached the door, she was pulled back by Jiang Feifei and Lu Huanzi and pressed onto the bed.

Jiang Feifei was a little angry, "Song Beibei, what's wrong with you? Why do you have to speak clearly today? Do you think Huanzi and I feel good when we see you forcing a smile every day? "

Song Beibei said, "I'm fine. I'm really fine. "

Jiang Feifei said, "can you stop pretending? Do you F * Cking cry every night in your dreams? "

Song Beibei was stunned.

Lu Huanzi said, "that's right, Beibei. It's been a long time. You cry every night in your dreams, but you don't wake up. Feifei and I were scared awake a few times. What happened to you? Tell us. Even if we can't help you, we can at least let you vent. If you keep holding it in, something bad will happen. "

Song Beibei really didn't expect that she would cry in her dreams.

It was like a frosted eggplant.

Her strength seemed to have been sucked dry.

Song Beibei could no longer pretend.

Jiang Feifei asked, "what the F * Ck Happened to you? Tell me. "

Song Beibei grimaced. "I don't know what happened either. "

Song Beibei smiled. "Feifei, Huanzi, if I tell you one day that Gu Yanqing and I are getting a divorce, don't be too surprised, okay? "

When Song Beibei said this, Jiang Feifei and Lu Huanzi's faces were filled with shock.

Jiang Feifei said, "Beibei, you're scaring me. Why would you say something like this all of a sudden? Did you have a fight with your uncle Gu? You can't just casually mention the word 'divorce' in a fight. It's very hurtful. "

Song Beibei's lips were bitter, and her nose was sore.

It had been a month, a whole month, and she had not had the slightest contact with Gu Yanqing.

She had not called or sent a single message.

Sometimes, when Song Beibei could not help it, she would even go to the news website to search for Gu Yanqing's name.

There was still endless news about Gu Yanqing.

He had gone to the United States on a business trip and had dinner with the mayor of Washington. He had won the first entertainment city project in the country. He had become a special guest at the Berlin Film Festival. There were rumors that he was having an affair with a certain rookie starlet under huanyu... ...

Song Beibei had always thought that Gu Yanqing was a very magical existence.

He was clearly not a person in the entertainment industry, but he was the boss of one of the top entertainment companies in the country.

Therefore, his every move was always closely watched by the media.

There would always be Paparazzi from other media keeping an eye on his whereabouts.

Gu Yanqing kept a low profile, so the Paparazzi naturally could not capture anything substantial.

However, they could always follow a groundless picture and make groundless accusations.

And recently, the most interesting piece of gossip was about Gu Yanqing.

And the content of the news was: There was a relationship in this world called Gu Yanqing and Gu Wanjing.

In the end, this was actually not a serious piece of news.

It was a very popular long post on the Tianya Forum.

Song Beibei still remembered that there was a paragraph in it that went like this:

Childhood sweethearts, but it had nothing to do with romance. A wealthy person who could rival a country in power, and an iron-willed female lawyer. WHO said that there was no pure male-female friendship in this world? Their friendship was thicker than friendship, and it was truer than love.. There was a kind of relationship in this world called Gu Yanqing and Gu Wanjing... ...

It was said that the post was posted by a senior reporter.

There was also a photo on it. It was a photo of Gu Yanqing and Gu Wanjing holding hands when they attended the dinner party.

Actually, the photo was an old one.

It was taken during the dinner at Gu Wanjing's law firm.

Song Beibei was also there at the time.

But the photo was placed in the middle of the post, but it matched the article very well.

There were already countless replies below.

Of course, most of them were to express envy.

There weren't many people who maliciously guessed that the two of them had an emotional connection.

After all, Gu Yanqing's reputation had always been good.

Because of the Weibo incident last time, it established his status as the three good men.

As for Gu Wanjing, she was a lawyer.

She had just won a case of corruption and fraud.

She had brought down many corrupt officials and made the people happy. They all said that she was a living Song Shijie.

Wanjing law firm had just been established and was already famous in Xia city. It had instantly become one of the top four law firms.

It was said that Gu Yanqing had secretly helped a lot with this case.

No one would defile such an upright, fearless, and obedient female lawyer.

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