Song Beibei's entire body hurt. Her head hurt, her waist hurt, her legs hurt, and her heart hurt even more.
She really wanted to forgive Gu Yanqing.
She really wanted to say that it was okay.
But, she couldn't.
The hatred of killing her father was irreconcilable!
If she easily forgave Gu Yanqing, she would probably never be able to forgive herself in this lifetime.
Her father was actually killed!
She didn't think that the human heart could be so dark to such an extent.
If her father had not died back then, if he was still alive now, would her life have been so different... ...
Actually, she did not really care about all this.
It was not that she regretted not having her father's love in her childhood.
It was that when she saw Lu Yisheng's diary, it recorded every detail of her father's life back then.
Although there was not much ink and brush,.
Song Beibei could feel from it how much her father had loved her back then.
So, she could not forgive him.
How could she forgive him?
Forgiving Gu Yanqing was equivalent to betraying her father. This made Song Beibei feel that she wasn't worthy of being a daughter at all... ...
Gu Yanqing practically begged, "Beibei, can we not get a divorce? You said that you wouldn't abandon me. You said that no matter what happens, you would always be by my side. "
Song Beibei was hurt by these words. Her heart couldn't take it anymore.
Song Beibei did say that she would never abandon him.
At that time, she said that even if the whole world betrayed you, I would stand by your side and betray the whole world.
She swore!
But now, she had no choice but to let go!
She also thoroughly understood why Gu Yanqing was always afraid that she would leave.
The promises of the past were like words carved on the Sofa. When a wave came, everything disappeared without a trace.
Song Beibei only knew that people really could change, because she herself could change too.
But at this moment, it was as if she had been thrown into a boiling pot of oil. The burning oil was rolling and tormenting, and then her entire person was beyond recognition. She wished she could die immediately.
Song Beibei gritted her teeth and pushed Gu Yanqing, who was still lying on top of her, away. She said coldly, "this is the last time I will have sex with you. Before we divorce, if you touch me again, I will sue you for marital rape. "
Song Beibei's cold and heartless look made Gu Yanqing's expression freeze on his face.
Song Beibei used all her strength to sit up and put on her clothes one by one.
She stood up and said, "I will send the divorce papers to you after I'm done. Please move out as soon as possible. This is the song family's old residence. You don't deserve to live here. "
Song Beibei didn't pay attention to Gu Yanqing's expression after she finished speaking.
She left on her own.
She went to school.
She hadn't gone to school for more than a month.
She didn't ask for leave either.
But because of her special circumstances, the teachers at the school always turned a blind eye to her.
When Jiang Feifei and Lu Huanzi returned, they saw song Beibei lying on the bed and sleeping.
For a moment, they actually thought that they had seen wrongly.
The next second, Song Beibei was shaken awake, and then she was scolded.
Jiang Feifei was also anxious She said bluntly, "Song Beibei, where the hell have you been these past few days? You didn't even pick up your phone. When I found your house, there was no one there. I couldn't find any way to contact you, and you actually went missing for a whole month. You still know how to come back. Why didn't you just disappear? You saved us from being so worried about you! "
Jiang Feifei had a bad temper. After holding it in for so long, she was getting more and more worried.
Especially after she went to the song family's Old House a few times, she found out that Song Beibei hadn't returned after she went to Beijing. She learned about the situation from Zhong Junjie, but he didn't say anything about it, so she was very anxious. ...
The Jiang family had also mobilized a lot of manpower and resources to help Gu Yanqing Find Song Beibei.
But now, Song Beibei suddenly appeared in the school dormitory and slept soundly.
Jiang Feifei could not describe her feelings. She wished that she could beat Song Beibei up.
Song Beibei sat on the bed with tears in her eyes. She even looked at them with a smile. "Feifei, Huanzi, don't scold me. I'm about to die. I'm really about to die. "
Song Beibei's voice was too sad, and the way she smiled was too sad.
That feeling was indescribable.
She had clearly said those words with a smile, but her tears fell unconsciously.
Her smile was so sorrowful that it made one's heart feel as if it was being pulled up. The corners of her lips were clearly curled up, but it was as if all the sadness in the world was contained in a burden, pressing down on Song Beibei.
Jiang Feifei and Lu Huanzi were both stunned at the same time.
Lu Huanzi stood beside Song Beibei and asked softly, "Beibei, what exactly happened? Where have you been these past few days? "
Song Beibei suddenly hugged Lu Huanzi and started to cry. She didn't say anything but just burst into tears.
Lu Huanzi looked at Jiang Feifei worriedly and said uncertainly, "did you scold her a little too harshly? "
Jiang Feifei was also slightly stunned.
Song Beibei was crying more and more intensely.
Jiang Feifei immediately lowered her voice and said, "alright, alright. I won't scold you anymore. It's fine as long as you come back. "
Song Beibei was still crying, but Jiang Feifei admitted that she was wrong. "Beibei, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have scolded you. It's my fault. Don't cry anymore. Tell me what exactly happened! "
Song Beibei cried for a long time and completely vented her anger once.
She had been suppressing herself for too long these past few days.
On Su Liangxiao's side, she didn't want to cry at all.
And in front of Gu Yanqing, she tried her best to hold it in.
But in front of Lu Huanzi and Jiang Feifei, she seemed to have let down all her defenses and cried so much that she didn't even look like a human.
The two of them hurriedly comforted her, scratching their ears and cheeks anxiously.
After a long time, Song Beibei finally stopped.
Jiang Feifei was on the verge of breaking down. "Beibei, what exactly happened? Say something. "
Jiang Feifei also said, "yeah, Beibei, where have you been for the past month? Why are you so skinny when you come back? "
Song Beibei's skinny appearance really made one's heart ache.
However, after not seeing her for a month, she seemed to have become a different person.
Song Beibei had already calmed down slightly. She picked up a tissue to wipe away her tears and said in a calm voice, "I'm going to divorce Gu Yanqing! "
The two people on the other side seemed to have been struck by lightning.
They looked at each other.
"Why? " They said almost at the same time.
Song Beibei shook her head, as if she was unwilling to say it.
Song Beibei actually wanted to take a break. These things, every time she brought them up, it was as if she had to suffer over and over again.
Jiang Feifei was impatient She also sat down next to Song Beibei. "Why? Weren't the two of you fine a while ago? Don't joke about such things. It's normal for young couples to quarrel. Don't always bring up divorce. Song Beibei, you're not young anymore. Don't be so childish. It hurts feelings. "
Song Beibei said, "you don't understand. I'm serious. I'll divorce Gu Yanqing very soon. "
Lu Huanzi said, "he cheated on you? "
Song Beibei shook her head.
"because of that lawyer? "
Song Beibei continued to shake her head.
"Then what was it for? You can't just divorce him for no reason, right? "
Song Beibei took a deep breath. "because he caused my father's death. I really can't forgive him. "
After Song Beibei finished everything, it was already evening.
Lu Huanzi and Jiang Feifei didn't say a word.
The two of them also found it unbelievable. The grudges and grudges from more than ten years ago were like an open book. All the past scenes were recorded and couldn't be refuted.
Song Beibei had finished.
Lu Huanzi and Jiang Feifei both had heavy hearts.
Jiang Feifei said, "I really didn't expect that the truth would be like this. I always thought that Gu Yanqing was the best man in the world, but it turns out that he's just a wolf in sheep's clothing. "
Lu Huanzi thought for a while and said, "this matter is indeed hard to understand by Gu Yanqing. But Beibei, Lu Yisheng was the mastermind behind the incident back then. Gu Yanqing didn't do anything other than knowing about it. Moreover, I think Su Liangxiao said that Gu Yanqing killed his sister. There are many suspicious points. For example, you said that Gu Yanqing was the one who invited anning to water curtain cave, and you said that anning invited him to Gu Yanqing's side. Could there be a misunderstanding? Moreover, you know that this was more than ten years ago. It's a fact that can not be changed. You can only say that this is a tragedy. But, you even let Lu Yisheng go. Why can't you be a little more lenient to Gu Yanqing? Although his motives are bad, he has loved you for so many years and never did anything to let you down. People Change. I believe that Gu Yanqing treats you sincerely. "
Lu Huanzi said this because she could feel that Song Beibei still loved Gu Yanqing deeply.
She could not forgive Gu Yanqing because in the eyes of outsiders, he could not be forgiven.
However, outsiders had no idea what they had been through all these years. They had been in love with each other for more than ten years.
She was bound by emotional and moral shackles. Someone had to tell her that Gu Yanqing was worthy of forgiveness.
Song Beibei was indeed in a daze, as if she was thinking about Lu Huanzi's words.
However, in the end, she still shook her head with a bitter smile. "I still can't forgive him. You asked me why I can let Lu Yisheng go, but I can't let Gu Yanqing go. "
Song Beibei smiled sadly. "because she's Gu Yanqing, that's why I can't forgive him. "