Lost hope

Dominik Pov:

I send my men bringing in Fletcher's widow, it hurt knowing that he was married and had a beautiful family. I loved him and wanted this to work out but of course, Denton had to go and fuck this up. I seriously needed to get away from all this but now he knows about his son, how will I get out of this now. Looking at the child his curls and light skin he looked just like us, looking over to see Lisa and Fletcher's kids my heart almost broke seeing Axelle, He is a spitting image of him.

"Dom, Denton wants you, he's pretty pissed," Jack says as he lays Levi down

I left making my way down the hall to find my identical twin brother standing in the room looking out the window. He basically lives in this room now since the accident, when we were younger no one could tell us apart but now anyone can. He now has a scar going across his face from the right part of his forehead to the left side of his neck. His fight with Fletcher nearly killed him, I almost lost my brother the day I lost the love of my life.

"You wanted me," crossing my arms as I stood in the doorway,

"Mind telling why the fuck did you bring Lisa and her kids here of all places," his glared could poke holes into my soul, in the begins he wanted to get close to her to find out Fletcher's secrets, but after finding out she knew nothing about him and the secret life he backed off. Nothing could change the fact that he was just as stupid as any other guy, Pussy whipped.

"Why do you all of the sudden care for the kid you didn't know you had?"

"I don't want them wrapped up in this world and you know it, take them back,"

"They'll stay until I feel better about the little Heir,"

"He's not my Hier, she doesn't want anything to do with me and that's final."

"You're no longer in charge, what I say goes remember..." He tilts his head to me smiling,

"You wait and see," he smiled before I left. It was seriously starting to get on my nerves the amount of hate I've had for my own brother, but it was something that has been following me around since we were kids. Our father would always rub it in my face that he was picked to be the leader and not me, it wasn't even up for discussion when I finished college before him or even when I married my high school sweetheart. Revenge is better served for those who love the hardest.

Lisa:

I woke up feeling like my head was going to pop, hearing whimpering I focus my vision on the room we were placed in, with like red walls, there was a chair in the corner of the room it was oddly out of place, laying on a big bed maybe a queen size or king size, there were three doors, as my eyes scanned the room they fell onto a man over by the window.

"Hello, Lisa" he whispered,

"Dominik, why did you do this? what do you want? where are my sons?" I said as I tried to stand but I still couldn't focus.

"The other children are currently eating will you like to eat with them," he said but he didn't move from the window, he snapped his fingers, the door opened I cautiously walked where the man had gestured. Dominik made his way to stand behind me I took a second to try and get my thoughts together before more in another room. Walking down the stairs in a rush, framed portraits lined the walls, brown natural colors throughout the rooms we passed, dark-colored furniture in the living room and dining room. Spotting my kids sitting with a few people they were laughing and eating, it was like someone had replace my kids with others.

"Ryder, Axelle, Levi, my boys," I said running over to hug them.

"Mom, this man is really nice. He said he was going to help us." Axelle say holding me tight

"Lisa, did you sleep well?" Dominik snapped standing in the kitchen holding bags in his hands.

"Why did you do this? Who are you and Who was that man upstairs?" I shot trying to dig deeper for answers.

He waved his hand, I look around seeing everyone leaving including my kids.

"Sit down"

"NO," I said crossing my arms, I felt a hand on my shoulder pushing me into a chair looking up seeing the man from upstairs. I couldn't make out his appearance the lights were dim low.

"If you listen, we wouldn't be so harsh!" that guy said making me shake

"First, have you ever heard of Twins Court Run?" The guy said, but I was too busy looking at Dominik trying to figure out why he would do this? Putting his own child in danger like that, A million questions ran through my head.

"Did you hear me?" he snapped, why did it sound like that

"What no"

"I said, we did this to protect you, and the children. When word gets out that you have the heir to the Twin Court Run Gang, they will hunt you down" This guy said with sadness and hurt in his eyes, they looked familiar, but I couldn't place it. I didn't understand what was going on, and now I was regretting ever meeting Dominik in the first place.

"I don't have an heir to anything, I'm a single mother doing the best I can, no one ask you to come and fuck my life," I yelled looking at Dominik trying to get a reaction

"I didn't know you were going to get pregnant" the man behind me shot back, I looked over a Dominik and said

"What the fuck is going on? Tell me now, You're Ryder's father" He shook his head as the other guy came into the light, I was looking into a mirror. They looked the same, those green eyes, plump pink lips, light brown copped hair. My mouth dropped as I tried to piece it together. The first time came to mind that scar wasn't there, I guess they thought that when he said

"Two days after that night I got arrested and spend some time inside. Dominik is my identical twin brother, he handles all my meetings and busy with the public" he hung his head low, as if he was ashamed to know anything at all, everything was becoming more and more complicated, and I couldn't anything but sitting back and pray we would live through it.

"What's your name?"

"Denton Ryder,"

"I can't do this right now, please let me go home." throwing my hands in the air as I stood, rage with just one emotion on the surge, tears dropping from my eyes I wasn't just hurt I was crushed, this man lied to me and his brother is my son actually father and Dominik was the one that destroyed my marriage.

"I can't do that, you are safer here, with..."

"With you, you kidnapped me and my children! Your son for Christ sake, my ex-husband got wrapped in drugs and bullshit that put him in jail then he got killed, and now you're telling me that we're safer with you. I wouldn't trust you as far as I could throw you." I rant, I was so on edge He wasn't helping this either.

"Dom, take her to my room!"

"No... where are my kids?"

"Enough with-it, the kids are safe downstairs in the game room with other kids of gang members. Let them interact with kids their age. Now go upstairs and chill out or I will gag you" Oh damn that made core hot... this is not good. Leaving to go upstairs I turn and say

"You don't have the balls" his face turned red as he chased me up to the room I woke up in, I ran into the bathroom and locked the doors.

"it just a matter of time before I give you another night of hot passion, pretty soon you won't be able to keep your hands off me," he said outside the door, but I shot back with

"Being a one-minute man isn't passion!"

"You know I last longer then Fletcher ever did" well that hit me in the chest, he knew Fletcher,

Shit, What just happened, it took a good twenty minutes to get my head back on my shoulders, Denton only had to smile and my body would react in ways I've never hear of. I fell asleep for a good hour or two, waking to the sounds of screaming and crashing glass immediately shot up and ran downstairs finding Ryder throwing furniture like the hulk at these guys, oddly satisfied that even his father couldn't handle him.

"I want my mommy!" he shots, I ducked out of his view letting him have his fun and watching to make sure none of these jerks will hurt him.

"Dom get him to calm down," Denton yelled

"Dude, it's your spawn" he shot back, I giggled that two grown my men couldn't handle a four-year-old child.

Crash went a lamp into the kitchen just missing Denton, my four-year-old hell-raiser was letting them have it, good boy...

"Where is my mommy?" Ryder growled as he picked up a plate,

"Little man, come on put the plate down, I will take you to your mom ok but I'm your dad, so you need to listen to me too." Denton tried to reason with him., I was about to jump up when he said

"You're not my father," and throw the plate hitting him in the forehead I couldn't hold back the laughter the sound made him turn and scream

"MOMMY!" holding out my arms

"Ryder, baby boy, My Angel baby,"

"Angel? Are your insane look at the place," Dominik said

"Did he have his coffee?" I snapped, knowing that was exactly what happened,

"Have you lost your mind?" Denton yelled, rubbing his forehead making me smile, those green eyes locked on mine.

"OK, let me dumb it down for you. Ryder has ADHD and Hyperactive disorder my job is to give his medicine in the afternoon, but his mornings are bit loopy, so I improvise. Coffee has caffeine and the natural caffeine in his body collide and he becomes and normal active four-year-old. Thank you Denton for creating this Angel" I said the end with sarcasm, they were looking at me like I grew another head or something as I made way to the kitchen making Ryder his cup of coffee.

"That is not healthy" Denton snapped trying to take the cup from me, but Ryder bit his hand.

"FUCK!" he cursed

I slapped him on the back of his head saying

"Don't cuss at him." ignoring the laughter from the other two people standing in the room, when I came down.

"That's it, I've had enough," He said grabbing my legs throwing me over his shoulders

"NO! put me down Denton, Dominik do something," I said seeing Dominik hand the cup to Ryder ignoring Denton carrying me upstairs. He kicked the door dropping me on the floor saying

"If you don't pipe down and accept my safety than you will be punished" his glare actually had me a bit scared, I didn't know what the hell he was talking about and I wasn't willing the hang around and find out either. I stood to my feet ready to leave, turning to poke him in the chest, "You can't stop me from doing my job as a mother, and you can't force me to stay here. I wish I never meant you Dickhead" I yelled

His face turned red as he grabbed my arms, I saw the pain in his eyes like he was hurting for so the reason I couldn't figure it out. Then he turned my world upside down by kissing me deeper and more passionate then that night, his hands cup my face as he broke away, we were breathing heavy as his forehead rested against mine.

"Why can't you understand I'm doing this for you?" he hissed,

"Denton please," all the anger and pain disappeared just like him five years ago, I needed this, I wanted this, him and us, he kissed me again we walked to the bed. He laid my naked body on the bed wet to my core. Anxiously waiting for him, but he just turned and left. Damn that man!

Headed downstairs a few hours later finding my kids playing games and watching tv with someone I've never meant, It was like I was in another world it was hard to wrap my head around all of this, I felt like a hostage and as I felt free here like I didn't have to look over my shoulder ever where I went.

"Lisa, how about we take a walk in the garden," Seeing Denton standing in the doorway of the kitchen, kids heard the word garden and escaped out the door before we could. We walked quietly for a good few minutes before I got the nerve to talk,

"How did you know Fletcher?"

"He was a good friend until I found out he was married, three years with my brother and neither of us knew about you. " He said, I hung my head down three years they were together.

"Dominik is Bi, but he mainly dates men" he continued

"Why tell me that?"

"Because he wants me to share you" my mouth had dropped to the floor. The first question came to mind I instantly regret it.

"How would that work?" I instantly threw my hand over my mouth. I look over Denton's shoulder seeing Dominik playing with Ryder.

Denton whispered, "You will see in time."

He picked me up walking back into the house. There was no room to protest after the events that happened today and still throbbing from it. Laying on the bed Denton didn't speak he just laid next to me holding me tight as if it was our last night together.

"Morning," I said seeing the children walking into the room with nasty bed heads.

After packing lunches and getting boys on the bus for school, I laid back on the couch turning the tv on for a moment of silence before kids came back. I bet you're wondering why I'm alone today, well it's because of Denton and the men left for a trip they will return tonight, I resigned from my job because Denton being a jerk, but I'm ok with it now I enjoy being here with the kids. I'm slowly warming up to my new life and role here, not even sure what my label is. I'm a mom and caretaker of other kids here, I'm slowly falling for Dominik, and I'm enjoying my freedom even if it's only when they have time to take the kids and me to the park.

By time dinner was done and the house was cleaned up I made my rounds,

"Good night boys," I said kissing their foreheads then leaving.

I was startled by arms wrapping around my waist I figured it was Denton until he spoke

"Give me a beautiful baby" my breath became shaky as I tried to wiggle away.

Looking Dominik face to face, we never did anything and to be honest I was actually scared to get intimate with another.

"I... I..." His lips locked on mine it felt so different, I could feel the pain in his kiss.

He deepened the kiss gripping the back of my head while one hand slid down my back as he pulled me closer. My hands wanted to push him away but failed when his hands grabbed my butt lifting me up onto his waist. I couldn't respond or protest as he carried me to my room. Everything in my head was screaming no, don't, we can't, but my body was telling him more, now, begging for a touch that was so right and wrong at the same time. He stripped all most instantly, I hated the idea of comparing them, but damn the tattoos on his body had my core dripping in seconds, he smiled with every kiss and touch, giggling at my whimper for more.

"you taste so good," he said in between licking me, I gripped his hair not wanting the sensation to stop. I explode into his month. Shaking then coming down from my high, he positioned himself just as I was about to mention a condom, he slammed into me. The roughness and sudden invasion caused my body to protest and cum at the same time. I started to whimper at his size, it was too much. Gasping like a fish as he pumped into my wetness.

"Fuck!" he growled in my ear, pumping harder and fast then my body could handle,

"Christ," I snapped digging into his shoulders as we orgasm at the same time, he pulled out as I was still shaking even my voice had turned into mush, it was too much to handle sleep instantly hit me like a brick wall.

Waking up to my bladder protesting, I went to stand up but fell back down. There was a collar around my neck and a chain hanging from the wall. I start to panic my breathing was uneven. Looking around I saw blackness and one window lighting shining in just enough to see in front myself.

"Where am I?" I whispered to myself too scared to make any noise, a door opened revealing a giant man standing in front me he says

"Why if it isn't the Ryder twins sex doll" well that hurt

"Who are you? What do you want?" I said he didn't answer but I did receive a punch to the lip.

"I want some answers," he said pulling the chain hanging from my neck.

"I don't know anything."

He swung hitting me again.

"Denton and Dominik Ryder are gang leaders of the Twin Courts Run and they took my daughters I want then back."

"I... I... don't know what you're talking about." I shuddered because I really didn't know I was only there for ten days. He wasn't satisfied with my answer because I got kneed in the gut this time. He left me laying on the floor coughing and crying. Two days went by he came back and did the same thing, and again two days later. Yet again two more days later I begin to feel dead inside no one was going to save me and I have no idea why this man would do this. I used a rock on the ground to mark the wall every day I was here, I put an x through the days he would feed me then beat me. One month I was here, thirty days without my babies. I was feeling my weak thinking of how Ryder was coping without me and if Dominik happy I was gone. I couldn't even hold my head up any longer darkness took over, feeling my heartbeat become weaker than expected it, and with my last breath, I said

"Axelle, Ryder, Levi," closing my eyes it was over.