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"It was also because of this matter that in my lifetime, apart from admiring your father, Zhou Wangchen, I have admired him as well.
But he belongs to the Yang Family. Though he was expelled, he is still considered a part of the Yang Family! The Yang Family and the Gu Family have never been on good terms. With such a figure emerging from the Yang Family, I have had the urge to kill him many times, but I couldn't go through with it.
Because every time I was about to act, his eyes, filled with determination and defiance, would linger in my mind.
The saddest part of life is having certain memories that the more you want to forget, the deeper they become etched.
So, he grew up strong. But what is comforting is that he never troubled the Gu Family; several times, he even helped the Gu Family out of predicaments.