Screens, I woke up to the mental screens.
I had not even opened my eyes yet, I can still feel and see the screens!
It is like they're projected into the deepest part of my consciousness.
I can feel them like a thought I had at one point, which was only slightly important but none the less the thought was there.
Which made me less concerned about the information coming in and more about why the information is there.
Coming to the conclusion I was safe.
I kept my eyes closed a while and began to prioritize I don't need to see the screens or pay much attention to them for the information.
I guess deciding that the screens could go wasn't a bad decision but what was that black and red screen?
It's not like this was a game!
Why did I need these screens telling me information or stats when there had to be better ways.
I was no longer worried about them, so mentally I began to probe into my conscience, it did not take me long to find a calming center.
After finding calm my mind began to spread like water on a table just blanketing.
I flinched mentally and tried to pull back but it did not happen.
It just kept pouring out like a drop into the ocean spreading!
My calm mind became clear as if there was nothing but space...
Going with it slowly I felt around with my mind only to find a galaxy swirling violently, an ocean still and silent, and a small island with different shape orbs floating all about it.
By simple whims of reaching out, I found myself torn between them all when I closed my mind from the distractions.
I calmed myself once again changing the patterns of my thoughts.
I found that each one had its tether to me not pulling but both pushing and pulling all at once.
The connection from the tethers gave me a small insight into what they all were.
The pull was just stronger than the pushes slowly I began to push back like waves to an ocean.
It's not taking me long, that is before I was able to release myself slowly into each one, all three separately had a different feel.
The feelings were each chilling but in differing ways even if this was my death then so be it.
To my dismay, I got a connection to them all with no resistance at all, The island was so familiar.
Without that Worry, I calmly let go and what happened was astonishing it was like I was in another world.
I got a summary in my mind as if I knew everything in more of a clear thought circling my mind.
My thoughts, the thoughts of the screens, and another are thoughts like I had two people thinking as one the same thought.
The small island was my mental realm as it was mine I did not care too much about damage or the shape.
The orbs I found were my types of energy I could use, there was no way to not know as I could feel the pulses of the wide array of energies.
Some big, some small, but still, there were a lot of them.
At a quick count, there were closer to fifty different orbs.
Whichever I couldn't control any of them!
Reach out to them, Yes, manipulate No, So I gave up for now and went on with my investigation.
The ocean was the system vast but not infinite, it was there with no way for me to move it but it continued to pour in.
I felt the information gather inside of the ocean, with my few drops that spread out it was like it had fully integrated.
I tried to Push on everything I knew but the only thing that worked was like with the mental tether to push and pull.
All I got was a light wave at first, making an even bigger effort I forced into the push and eased into the pull.
Asking myself what to do?
I began to move my island with willpower alone dragging it into the ocean until I found the center as it was rather easy to combine.
I waited for a spectacular view but nothing happened.
It just gave off a very soothing feel but it was still motionless I mean like a mirror after noticing no reflection I decided the best idea 'move on'.
After a few moments, I felt the galaxy reach out to me making my heart stop!
For a second I was scared at first but figured I've come this far why shouldn't I get on with this!
So when the galaxy reached out at me I did the same meeting in the middle at first it was calm and easy but then there was a connection like a hard smack to my mind.
I saw my island split off Into quarter pieces.
A torrent began to swallow everything else, it spun me and my little world with the ocean at its center the islands and the water stuck.
My little islands stayed sharp and still like the endless ocean water!
The vortex from the galaxy spun me around like I was air pudding it whipped me around.
After I let go my soul and mind began to separate molding and configuring what was present into a strange new being.
After it began to slow down I had only one thought how do I use this to my advantage?
After a long time spent staring!
I Lost focus snapping back into a single something?
I had no thoughts, it was like being in the eye of the storm I was now motionless and sharper than before!
All the While chaos ensues and you are at the calmest place.
I had the whim to just go for it, So I did, sitting down separating into two once again!
Mind on the left, Soul on the right!
once I had taken the steps I felt connections in new ways!
I molded my little islands in four separate styles. only to find out my soul mind and my mental mind are two separate things.
It's my little soul mind that connects to the mental island.
With my soul mind, I was able to change the lands and orbs.
While my mental mind saw the orbs and ocean allowing the connections to begin swirling around it!
The vast ocean was spread widely, yet mentally I began to push air It caused light waves as the sky was filled with black.
I felt the connection of the galaxy at that moment It reached what felt whole!
The galaxy took control while the ideas I had began to manifest like actual pictures!
The moon came into shape and the stars making it space beyond!
My moon was bright while the vast black was infinite from my little island it spread forever, however, a vast amount went into pitch black.
The stars ended and it was just void...
Not brave enough to venture into the mental dark spots yet from all this the revelations that popped up into my mind were neat.
It was weird because I could faintly feel another figure, It was like they were shrouded in static.
I had no emotions but I had an awe-inspiring type of question that question a kid gets on Christmas.
"Is this mine?"
My islands, my ocean, My space, and it is all My power!
Feeling the static was hard, I knew someone else was there but it was like a limb that was asleep.
The answer I got was the following like as if to answer me or school me in my mind came this bit of information.
(sagacious nature)
Having or showing acute mental discernment and keen practical sense; shrewd: the easiest way to learn is to ask questions.
Even when receiving the answers can only mean more questions you still feel the need to ask.
You are now mentally and physically aware of your Full state.
♤Janus Curse Of Two Active ♤
{'anonymous #2'} "you are the first fully aware human being please work hard to share your wisdom as you grow."
"It seems I need to award you... but that is just not possible too much knowledge given to a person will not help them grow correct."
"So instead I will give you a Familia branding."
♤Familia Sigil Gained♤
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After all that the screens are no more, it was like thought was given to me, or a better example it is like a social media post you had seen ten minutes ago.
Then at some point, your friend came in laughing about the same meme but you had already known what it was!
That was because you saw it directly instead of seeing it later down the line.
You would seem clairvoyant at first but are just seeing it at current.
I saw it as info inside my mind, But Loki's curse made changes beyond that.
I am unable to control the flow and some stuff that makes no sense seem to slip in??
But I receive it without the concept of view, sound, language, or anything although the information is still understood!
The screen system was like that mainly for easing a mind into the situation I guess... don't fret I will elaborate a bit further in due time.
Anyway, I do have a lot to say about my situation but before I go too deep and blab on.
I would like to skip ahead just a little bit a few months or so I can't be too exact.
Thinking of my situation one can treat it like this I am currently here in this time, yes, but I want to take you ahead just to show my predicament.
Now I feel the need to remind you I'm not the strongest.
Although I can say I have had to learn, really learn every way to survive and grow iI mean from beginning to end.
Which is exactly What I am doing now, let me just say please don't ever get too cocky...
So it's currently some months ahead but it isn't relevant yet it will be eventually though.
Okay starting the story with me.
I am, Rico nemorensis silver, the main character of this story.
Although the middle name is something given to me by A deity her name is Diana nemorensis, she also gave me a makeover I didn't want.
I was white-skinned, black hair, black eyes, and I was only 5'2.
Now I am currently 5'1, bronze skin, My hair is silvery-white, and it is grown down to my elbows, my eyebrow is the same silvery white.
The issue is I am only fifteen for a few more months.
What will I be like at full maturity...
I cannot cut the hair period its regrowing power is amazing!
My eyes have changed color also they are now Purple Irises and Grey Pupils.
I have camo fatigues in surplus so I have worn them for a while now and they are comfortable, I am wearing some handcrafted armor over them.
It is leather with small plates of metal covering the arm making gauntlets.
The chest piece I am wearing covers my shoulders, chest, and sides.
It's also made of leather and small metal plates.
I also have leg guards and a small helmet respectively I will try not to bore you but I am running at full speed...
Why?
Well, because I have some control issues.
Thanks to my curses and my so-called subclass I have a lot of problems that draw everything in due to my unsavory mix of such curses and subclass.
I am now a greedy person and I am sort of unable to control the way it has over me.
But thanks to Diane who is the bane of Artemis, Apollo, Hekate, and Loki.
I tend to get stampeded by lots of creatures, monsters, and beasts.
There's no real problem as I can always run and it has happened enough to me that most of the villagers know who I am!
All the people who stayed gather others eventually they will leave to meet up with the rest of the group maybe?
I don't know their plans, I have a select few i talk to so...
My problem is I have no privacy if I don't hide my aura It makes everyone want to bother me.
It is hard since I am not used to suppressing It altogether.
I was shown how but wasn't able to perfect it, I was told it would eventually become like breathing?
It's less annoying to run than to have people bother me I tend to hunt and leave every so often.
If you are wondering about the situation with my group.
We made it out both of us and both of our companions.
We are not there right now so I won't go too far into it Yet!
Rory and I are still working together I have perv still and plush is there still her companion as well.
let's see developments that have happened?
I have encountered another sin heir that was the first week out of the basement.
I ran into someone cursed by four sins he was drawn to me and He was nice enough to show me.
It turns out everyone's curse is special when they are cursed as an heir it doesn't mean that they receive all of the sins permanently.
It means that they have a chance of being the holder of one of the sins they are afflicted with.
He said that he was hoping to find the seven to turn out he has to.
I am number three with three sin curses there are seven in total and someone out there has seven curses but his goal as number four is to stop us from killing each other?
The keeper of sin curses are not the same as curses it seems they are a different affliction guided by emotion and the will of one's soul.
His job is to stop us before we are so afflicted that we do kill each other.
If he fails something bad happens even worse than the world turning to hell!
But if he is number four how does he find himself?
Uh Oh Yeah, we found that group and they had a nice village Built.
There was a big group of people here for a while.
Some decided to stay but most began to travel further into the old cities.
The real issue is the people that are surviving.
There are strong people but, they most are just travelers lucky to have survived, not fighters.
The ones who claimed this are those who are trying to restore order, thus they have already moved on.
We caught up and decided to move with them on the last established, that will be the farthest Camp stead out.
The reason I chose that was that I met a man among those that left.
He and His daughter showed Rory and I how to fight, along with a class of others.
More specifically his daughter is showing us.
The joke is she is eight and a half but is a black belt in martial art.
Even then I think she is a devil who likes to be the one to torture others!
she calls it training but it's just her hitting us all till We are bloody.
When she's done we run drills and then practice forms.
We found out that Mana and a few other energies are an all-purpose type of powers, how to harness them is the issue.
Besides us, as the conduits, there is no connectivity?
There is a constant thick ocean pouring out across our world every second, the rifts slowly grow bigger each day.
There is a large portal in space that we can see from the ground...
The man who told us to call him "sensei" told us to find him when his daughter has shown us all she has to teach.
She is going to leave out on the last establishing also.
As for the group that stayed there is a nice woman who is teaching me how to make clothing.
I have turned into the art of making armor it is shoddy but still safer!
I mean a leather pocket with a piece of metal, it is enough to block a creature once or twice.
I am also trying blacksmithing, carving, and even painting.
Ah, let's see what else oh yeah aliens!
They spoke to our planet, not like the loud guy in our heads but like over a loudspeaker, I don't know if they are the little green alien kind, to be honest, no one has seen them yet they said we needed to become worthy.
I suppose they don't see us as a threat nor, do they see a reason to help us...
They knew our language... Which I honestly felt shocked about but hey I mean it can only get weirder.
The rifts slowly releasing energy has caused all living things plants included to evolve like us humans.
It seems to have caused things like the first lesser dragon to come through the rift.
There was a giant turtle It was vicious in Its way.
Besides the lesser dragons and other predators that have started to come through.
Earth, as we know it is beginning to evolve, expand, and shift.
The wildlife and the wilderness Have thrived after seemingly dying off!
The land became vibrantly colored, Lush green, and drastically violent.
Because the land is the way it is I tend to find out how harsh it can be.
I am oftentimes found myself thinking "That's unnecessarily dangerous!"
This leads me to why I'm explaining this to you before I go on too far.
Why am I messing up this set of events you ask?
Why am I running now?
Well right after I outed my screens I was very aware of my class and subclass which was, to be honest, not an actual class nor subclass both were extensions to my said class and subclass.
The first was the familia sigil it was the mark of The silver shield.
That was Dianas and her mark was not that special...
I was also explained to maybe a bit too much, No definitely into her history, it seemed that she and Artemis were indeed two different people.
She's very prolific with what she allowed to be explained and went into the detailed depths of her story with Artemis, Apollo, and Hephaestus.
To put it mildly, she was always considered second to her sister and last to her siblings, even though she was first born her mother cast her aside for her better twins.
Even though they were a set of quadruplet children.
Hephaestus was loved by his grandfather He was allowed all that He wanted.
Until He angered another deity of higher stature then blamed it on her.
Her grandfather banished her to the mortal realm where she married a man named Walter Nemorensis.
Out of spite that his banishment leads her to have a happy life.
Her grandfather in all his power cursed the man who was burdened by the hunt like a predator, forced to live as a beast at night and man by day.
He angered by this cast himself away!
Diana had no one to turn to this caused her to change in many ways, She set her sites higher than them.
Only to be shunned by her mother for stealing the glory of her sister Artemis.
Her father felt it was not enough as she would eventually surpass her golden siblings.
She was cast away even by her family, cursed, tainted, and called The silver child So that she would never be able to surpass her sister or brothers.
With bitter love she had for the family, she lived a strenuous life as the silver queen, having close to the same ability as Artemis her efforts were often mistaken as the ones of the Golden Queen.
She eventually came into contact with a woman named Hekate.
A friend blessed with luck, who had malice woven into her very being.
She who helped Diana realize she didn't need to be better but had to be wiser.
She eventually gave up and was given the title as the Huntress Queen Of Silver, Diana.
Thanks to certain betrayals by Hekate, Diana had no choice!
Turning her power back on her the strongest of the two Prevailed.
Diana ended up with the Hekate's deity status and her power of the lunar tide.
Thus gaining her power in the returning of her to deity status, she was judged by the other deities.
All who couldn't remove her from this new self gained status began to plot ways to take it.
In one of her bids, she chose to play with Artemis using her blessed familia.
Thus I a man who was chosen by Diana for the first time in what she said in our time would be.
"Hundred Of Thousands Of Years or More."
I got the additional part since I had not chosen my class, Nor could I be the huntress...
She gave me the option of choosing a class.
Although in my defense I had no clue someone was able to listen in on me?
When I said someone was deserving of the class called huntress I meant it.
Rory would be a perfect huntress, but in my heart, I knew she had goals beyond me.
Why she stays is a mystery to me?
She has revenge in her heart, she is also able to kill...
Yeah, let's be real here I know I'm going to have to get my hands dirty at some point but I am just not that into it.
I explored my ability and it turns out I have many choices already in front of me.
Not exactly in front of me but I had options to choose from that were not too hard to achieve.
I Now could choose anything, to be honest, the list was long but nothing was suited to me.
i found the tamer class, the craftsman class, and the rouge class.
the tamer was as it seems, the craftsman was also as it seems.
Although the rouge class was the class of makeup and masks?
There was warrior, mage, hunter, monk, and rogue with much more and a lot more to think about but I had one goal survive!
So I went with my strengths.
I chose to tame not because I am weak but because the things around me are all strong!
Perv is my companion and is more than capable of holding its own.
Like my silver marks ability to make everything in a mile vicinity to become fertile and the closer to me meant the closer the better the conception rate...
The creatures were making it possible and with only one try!
I went with the taming for a few reasons it had benefits and very few drawbacks but even then it can be more than just a means of survival.
It was a true profession for this wicked world!
Little did I know that I made it worse for everything around us.
Now back to that point where I found out the extent of my fertility field.
Every beast above us succeeded in birth, which made getting out easier for us but also came with a problem i didn't foresee.
but my subclass was just because... so i chose craftsman and the addition of deadly sins heir made it and my subclass became affected by the curses.
As the effects were distinct to me, the only way to find the effects out is to experience them.
Thus the full title became Silver taming crafter but this has led me to the conclusion of why!
I am running because I tried to take the egg of a lesser dragon called a rock wyvern.
It will have been my first dragon but things didn't go as planned.
Now I am running and in front of me is a well which I am not going to be able to avoid.
Like water well...
I have different species chasing me because what I didn't expect was the wyvern screeched.
It brought about a forest of creatures but there are only two options here run or hide...
i am choosing the second option!
Thanks to all the problems that this class and curses are giving!
I have been stricken with drastic control issues...
Now I have been drawing this out too much let me end this with, down the well I go!
You can go back to me in that cellar knowing my struggles are not simple.
I learned from the start that surviving is only one part of living.
Although even living through things to survive is a challenge in its self.
Trauma can be put aside, bottled up, and even forgotten, But it will eventually begin to take its toll!
Both mentally and physically that toll will grow until all that is left is a husk of that broken person!