What Conscience

After both of us was done being washed up and dressed. He called out for a guard to come. "Take her to her cell and within a week have her taken to medical, understood"

"Yes sir, I'll mark her charts" I left with the guard in cuffs.

We were walking back to the cell. I try to hold myself together, but the image kept replying in my head. What the fuck did I do to deserve this. Even though I was taking advantage of there was something there that didn't care. Thinking so intensely my words slipped out

"I bet he does this with every girl" The guard turned around and stop me with his hand on my shoulder.

"I will tell you this, you are the first to ever enter his office and as I can see it won't be the last" I gulped from his response.

He can't be serious. I don't want to go through this again. We got to the cell, he opened it and uncuffed me. I walk in defeated. I looked at Allison who was sitting on the bed. Force a smile and sat on my floor near the gate.

Her face with puzzled to why I did what I did. "Hey what's up, why didn't they bring you back after lunch?" she questioned

"I met the silver eye guy" I blankly said

She stood up and walked to me, she squatted in front of me and reach for my face. I flinched. "What happened?" she asked fiercely

Tears swelled in my eyes and I sobbed like a child. I told her everything and she joined in the sobbing fest. She just held me tightly. "Come on let go into the bed" she pulled me up from the floor.

My legs and lower areas ached. She stood by my side just gently patting my head.

---Next Day---

"Hey Eclipse wake up" I struggling to open my eyes " yes Allison"

"They are about to come" I quickly sat up pain rang in the body. Fuck this man, I can't believe this is what I held onto my flower.

Two guards stood in front of our gate. "Let's go girls" we comply.

They took us back to the cafeteria. I thought we only will get fed once a day. Apparently our captors are little bit reasonable.

"Come on before the line gets bigger" Allison waves me over

"Hey so I really don't want to run into Melanie, so I think I'm going back" I didn't look her in the eyes, I just walked off

I walked to one of the guards and said "Take me back to my cell" He looked confused "Why are you not going to eat" "No" I stated

He didn't care to ask any more question and took me to my cell. Everyone eyes on me seeing me leave.

"Who willingly goes back to their cells" someone tried to whisper.

He opened the door and I went in. Before he closed the gate he asked "Are you sure" I nod. He shut and turned the key. I waited until he was out of site and laid down. A few moments went by and a voice spoke.

I opened my eyes and there he was standing by the gate. My body jolted up and I just stared at him. "I told you, you don't have to be scared" I scoffed "What's so funny" he's face scrowled "Says the man who rape me yesterday" I reply.

His face looked hurt, but fuck him. I was saving myself for marriage and now I will never get that chance being here.

"Come on, now" he pointed to the floor

I just shrugged and turned my head.

"Don't make he come in there, it will not be pretty" My body stiffened from the threat. Unwillingly I got up and went to the gate. He reached through the gate so fast and grabbed my face.

"I will only tell you once, eat when you are suppose to or you will be force" I stared at him and force myself out his grip.

he chuckled and walked off

My body finally relax, a couple of minutes went by and Allison came back from breakfast. She could see something was wrong by my face.

"What the hell happened" she put her hand on my shoulder

"He was here and the threaten me, what am I doing wrong Allison" I dropped my head into my hands. She just stood there, the look on her face was one of feeling sorry for someone.

All she could whisper was " I'm sorry".