Chapter 1

"Kay, " I hear a beautiful voice through the darkness. I feel something drip on me. Touch it to find a crimson liquid. Blood I think. I look up and her face in fear as she is impaled on the rose pink ceiling. Mom I can't move. I can't think. I'm just there. Then her body falls and blood splatters everywhere.

I cry cradling my teddy bear in fear. She says 1 more word. "Run." A tall stranger is behind me and I wake.

The fourth day of the same dream. I don't even know this woman. I just know she is in my dream.

"KAY, " Mom screams from Down the stairs. "Wake up."

I yawn into my pillow. "Noooooo! " I scream into the black fluffy cloud. I know she can't hear it, though I still apologize like she did.

"Now! " She calls.

I get out of the bed and drag myself to my closet. I pull out a pink dress, black leggings and a black bow. I look in the mirror at the Ansomble and immediately dismiss it. I grab a white dress and throw it on with the leggings and black bow.

I stare at myself in the mirror, Raven black hair pulled into a hair tie. Death like eyes look up and down my body in the mirror as I do. Then I catch a glimpse of my bow. It's crooked I move it to perfection.

This is me. A large girl almost 300 pounds and not pretty. I try as much as I can but I'm not going to look like others and I don't mind. I have 3 best friends who would kill for me. I have the coolest best friend. And I have an amazing family. My sister is so sweet and my brother is my favorite baby in the world.

I walk down stairs. I get my little sister her breakfast and brew moms coffee. "Your late young lady." Mom says. I don't speak. "You best be home on time,jake is going to be here for dinner. You will be better. " I still don't speak. "DID YOU HEAR ME! " mother screams as she stands.

"Yes mother. " I say quietly.

"ARE YOU SASSING ME BRAT!?" Mother asks.

"No mother." I say not looking at her as I put the bowel of cereal on the table in front of my sister.

"THE CLOSET ROOM NOW!" Mother screams.

"Yes mother. " I say as I walk to the room.

It's a black and red room of despair. It has nothing except a belt in the center and a cross on the wall. it's always so dark. Not a single window in the place. Mother sends me here to atone for my sins. My siblings never get this. Maybe it's because I am adopted or maybe because I am a trouble child. Either way I deserve it.

Mother comes in. She says nothing. Walks over to the belt. Slaps it on her hand once and I take off my shirt. She starts whipping my back before I get it fully off. With every bite of the belt a squeak falls out of my mouth. It's as if I was a dog toy who got too broken and no longer squeaks loudly. After 20 whips she says she loves me and drops the belt.

As she steps out of the room she locks the door. I stare at the ground with nothing. I don't think or breathe. I hope I can suffocate myself. But I don't I breathe and gasp for air like always.

Why do I do this. I ask myself this daily. I cry about it often.

After an hour in that room I hear the lock click and footsteps walking away. After I hear the car outside leave I put back on my dress and I exit the room.

"Kay, " A small voice squeaks beside me. My sister, brinny, tugs my top. " We gots ta get to sool. " She is 5 years old and doesn't understand the "room" Mom always tells her it's a game only for adults. She believes it. This little blonde baby doesn't care about anything except for her hamster and her baby brother. And that is fine by me. She is so sweet I could never tell her the truth even if I wanted to.

I smile at her and say "of course my queen. " As I swoop her up and throw her on my shoulder giggling to hide my grunt at the pain.

I grab my baby brother, Jared, and we run out the door laughing. I put them in the car and we head out.

After dropping off both of the children I head to my school. Before I head in I change into a black hoodie and shorts. My dress is soaked in blood so I throw it out in the trashcans outside the school. Once I get in I am trampled by a huge mass of ginger hair on a tiny body. "KAY HELP ME! " Lynn cries as she runs behind me to Sheild herself.

Brian is walking towards us with anger written on his face. "KAY MOVE" This 6'5" Man with strawberry blonde hair is standing right over me. I'm 5'6 and I stare him dead in the eyes never loosing contact. "What did she do?" I ask as Lynn hides crying behind me.

"She ate my apple pie and then spit it back on me. " He says

Lynn from behind me says "Maddie dared me to."

Maddie, a girl with bright pink highlights in her bright blonde hair is laughing at the cafeteria table almost crying from the laughter.

"Brian, go sit down and calm your ass. Ur not dying from it so don't act like such a pussy. She Is 2 feet smaller than you and will shatter with a high five. She can't hurt u and u WON'T hurt her. " I say this and he gets angry but soon sits down. As soon as he is seated. Lynn thanks me and stops hiding. Immediately I slap her on the back of the head and say, " You want to die, keep doing this shit." She tries to say something but I interrupt her. "If Maddie dared you to jump off a bridge, would u do it? " She shyly shakes her head and sits next to Brian. Lastly I slap Maddie on the head and just said "stop being a 2 year old brat."

"Whatever" she says as she waves it off.

"Brian" I say, "why do u have pie for breakfast."

"I don't like cereal" he says.

"No I mean-" The bell rings for class in the middle of my sentence. Brian immediately runs to his class.

"Sorry Kay!" He calls. I roll my eyes knowing he only left so I don't lecture him.

"Come on girl, you'll see him at lunch." Maddie says.

"Ya he can't run forever. " The high pitched voice of Lynn says kind of creepily.

"You are an odd one Lynn. " I state.

In first period, Ms. Sannel, my english teacher starts the class with an announcement. " Students," She says over the class chatting, immediately it becomes quiet. " As you may have noticed, a few of your peers are missing." She looks around the room. I immediately realize that the most annoying are gone. I get a Getty feeling in my body. "This is because we got 7 new transfer students in our class. It's quite an odd situation but it is the board's decision so will treat them like friends. "

Seven new students. That is quite odd. I don't need this because this means I will be forced to catch them up on everything. School layout, scheduling, class work, etc. I hope they are not douche bags. "KAY, " The teacher grabs my attention. I know what is coming. " Will you please take care of them? "

"Yes ma'am. " I sigh, exasperated.

After a little bit, a few people start to enter. First is a boy with brown hair and even darker skin. His eyes shine green like a swamp in the night. His clothes just scream professional but his face screams "I hate all of you". He notices me and his face becomes oddly distorted. He smiles an evil smile so I look away. " I'm jake." He states to the class. " I am pleased to be here. " he looks like he wants to hurl when he says "pleased".

Next to enter is a tall girl with long black hair and pale skin. Her makeup is beautifully written on her face like a book. Her eyes are a golden Hazel. Her body is the embodiment of perfection. she has curves in all the right places. You can practically hear every boys cock rise and every girl become jealous. "I'm Anna-marie. You may call me Anne. " Her voice is like honey and her eyes are like golden sweet milk as she looks my way.

Next to enter is a boy with orange hair and freckles everywhere. He has black eyes and an even darker soul. He wears himself with so much pride. he walks in with no care or feeling in the world. He wears a metal with first place around his neck and a shirt saying, I'm the boss. "the names Brian. Gonna be top class so u can all just sit back and be amazed. " he winks at me and my face contorts on que.

no one else comes in. "Did the others get lost?" the teacher asks.

"grace is staying home, " jake chimes. "Eric is at the mall, I'm not sure about Kathy, and Barbatos is most likely... " before he could finish a HUGE man comes in being pulled by the ear by the lunch lady Edna.

"keep ur students out of my kitchen! " Edna exclaims. the large man has blonde hair, is probably 7 foot with wide shoulders and a sandwich on his shirt. his eyes are a reddish Hazel and his skin is a pail color almost translucent.

" Barbatos," calls jake, "come sit by me. " the tall man walks over and sits a a desk. he looks as if he is being squeezed to a popping point. the teacher rolls her eyes and begins the lesson.