Trust

I wonder how it feels to trust someone wholeheartedly, how wonderful it must feel waking up every day happy in wonderful bliss. Maybe i am jealous, it's quite depressing only being able to see the darkness in the world, never being able to even trust the ones you love the most. Is it odd that i don't mind that? I don't think so at least. I am happy with the way i am, i will still wonder how my days could be if i was someone else but i think i am fine where i am right now.