Talking

i seemed to have stopped talking without realising which is odd as i still talk a lot.

i have stopped talking about things that matter.

i have stopped talking about me.

this fire in me seems to dull every time we talk.

you are unable to see through the awkward smiles, the distractions, and the sudden silences.

and i hid behind my smile and grin that hurts my face.

the laughter that feels more faker each time.

i feel like drowning even though i am on land.

i feel tired even though i slept 9 hours yesterday

i no longer can focus on your voice, everything just feels like a blur.

everything just feel numb.