avalanche

The days seem better, brighter, filled with more laughter.

Everything seems well.

But then,

That one comment, 

Unleashes an avalanche of emotions that was buried and hidden away.

I realise I was doing better only because I had decided to ignore everything that had happened to me till now.

The good

The bad

Everything

It was like a fresh slate, starting anew.

But I wasn't.

The past doesn't just go away, always lingers, ready to strike at all times.

And it had, and it made me realise I was just as broken as I was before, that no amount of bandages would heal this stab wound in my chest.

So, I am bound to forever be this mess of a person who can't even truly understand how I feel.

Always bound to make the same mistakes that break my heart.