Chapter 10 - The Confession

"I was about to graduate, I 've done the most difficult task of a mock mission, I was in a males' attire. So all these were my missions being accomplished.

Richclar was a young lady of her words. What she said would be done wholeheartedly that was why she was quenching her thirst for an alcohol so she stayed inside her bedroom where she drank. Even if she would be wasted, at least she had her privacy. Drinking liquor as her past time once in a blue moon would improve more and more her tolerance to alcohol. In the career life she was about to belong, drinking for socialization is but very common.

"Cheers for me!" She clinked the two glasses with wine in it then drank them one at a time until both were empty.

As the night was becoming older, it became more quiet that even though Richclar's voice was soft, still those who lived with her in that same house could hear her. It so happened that Joshua's bedroom was adjacent to hers. In fact, her bathroom was an extention of Joshua's. But only him knew that there was a door between the two bathrooms. For three years of her stay there, she didn't know this secret passage. This time Joshua had to use it in order to see what was Richclar doing?

He was at the unopened door when he heard Richclar sang. She had an angelic amazing singing voice. She can sing. He talked to himself only in his thought. Inch by inch he opened the bathroom's door of Richclar a little. There she peered in admiration. But what pushed him backward was the nudity of his secret girlfriend. She was only in her underwear, a light blue bra and also a light blue panty made of lace.

He locked the door securely. Then pulled his hair and mumbled: "How many times would I rape this girl with my eyes?" Then he wondered--- - "Why was she drinking alone? Why did she not invite me?"

He speedily unlock the door, moved into his bathroom and off he went out of his bedroom and knocked at Richclar's bedroom door.

"Richclar... What are you doing? Can we talk for a while?"

The singing continued and so did the knocking, too.

"Wait for just a little while." she finally replied and opened the door. "Would you like to come in?"

"uhu" he answered and stepped inside her room. What he noticed at once was she was already wearing her silk robe which he expected when she told him to wait. As usual, his sleeping attire was a pair of pajama. However, because of his excitement he forgot to wear the upper part of it. So, his muscled chest was exposed. Richclar was too shy to look at his exposed chest.

"Why could you not look at me? Are you shy? Come.. You can touch it with your hand." He grabbed her hands and put them on his chest. Although her hands were on her chest, still her eyes were looking else where.

"Do you like it's hardness? Can you feel the beating of my heart?" It beats very fast because of you."

Joshua was talking to her in a very soft and gentle voice as he was holding her breath to be panting caused by the touch of Richclar. On the other hand, the magnet from the chest of Joshua to the hands of Richclar could not be easily detached. The moment, Richclar attempted to remove her hands, she felt the irresistible throbbing of his heart that it caused her more to feel the power to pet his chest. And so she did. As a result, Joshua's electrification intensifies to the highest voltage that can kill many living things. He couldn't control himself anymore. Hungry as a wolf, he ravished her and covered her mouth with his as though he would devour her alive. Richclar was also dragged to his lustful deeds. They became insensible, irrational. They were so engrossed giving in to the needs of their body to tear off from their life the so called chastity. Joshua's celibate life has caused him to live a life in Sahara desert. Now that an oasis is here, why not quench the thirst for his desire? Every piece of their clothes was anywhere, where they had thrown it. Every piece was scattered. He knew that she was still pure, untouched, and never been kissed. He could not take her virginity yet. If he would, it would cause her so much pain. As he loved her more than he loved himself, then he would just pleasure her. And so he gave her an earth shattering orgasms. From one, to two, to three, to four.. Until she was drained to dryness. For Richclar, it was an unforgettable experience that she could never forget. For nineteen years of her life, she knew nothing about this experience that only Joshua had given her. She loved it. But...

She realized that her parents would be embarrassed again of her, should they learn about it. The lust was gone.. She was already soberred from intoxication of the alcohol she drank.

"Sir, what have you done to me!?" she yelled. Then she remembered her martial arts training. She used it to get rid of him from molesting her. As her master, Joshua defended himself. So the fight started. Richclar being the attacker, Joshua being the defender. Being the matured one, Joshua had to control the situation, or else there would be some destructions.

"Stop! Richclar... I like you. You are my love at first sight. Remember when I went to your house the very first time? It was only my alibi to give your parents the result of your entrance examination, but the truth was, I wanted to know more of your family background. I was already very interested to wooe you."

She stopped fighting, tongue-tied, and stared at his eyes for a long time. Tired of the sound of silence, she laid down with her stomach facing the bed and slept. As he had no one to talk to, he cleaned her bedroom, picked up the scattered underwear and silk robe of Richclar and dumped them to a laundry hamper. Before leaving, he certainly covered her with a thick blanket so not to catch a cold.

In his bedroom he laid down on his bed with his arms under his head staring at the ceiling smiling. After so many years, he made his first step. What is more so outstanding was the revelation of his feelings for her. How would she behave in the morning? If she would still be in her usual inhibition, then I am ready to take it away.

I have to sleep and check the papers needed for the marriage licence just in case her parent would coerce me into it. They don't have to coerce me for... I will love her till the end of time.

It was already nine o'clock in the morning when Joshua was able to wake up. Inspired of his advances last night, he cooked breakfast for her. While cooking he was whistling a song happily. When he was done cooking he got a tray where he placed the foods and the beverages. The meal was good for the two of them. The door was not locked so he easily got inside and put the tray on top of the center table and wake Richclar up.

"Honey, wake up. Here is your breakfast. Let us have it on your bed."

She stretched her body for several minutes kicking the blanket that Joshua covered her last night. Her movements uncovered her body that made Joshua smiled maliciously. It caught her attention to look at herself. Embarrassed, she hurriedly pulled the blanket to cover her body before standing up. With the blanket wrapped around her body she went to the bathroom. Dragging the blanket, Joshua pulled it away and said.

"Don't be shy anymore, I've seen every corner of it and even touched it."

"Hah!" She held the blanket tightly that was why Joshua was not able to pull it away from her body. "You want another fight?" She warned and glared at him.

Joshua didn't talk back nor an action to remove the blanket anymore. Instead he laughed joyfully.

Fresh and fragrant, Richclar was newly bathed with a towel wrapping her hair and another towel wrapping her body. She dressed up in her walk in closet where she chose a black maong tight pants and a tee shirt she tucked in.

"Let's eat these foods."

Without talking after praying, they digged- in. Glancing once in a while, Joshua would put some foods in her plate. Discontented of his service to Richclar, he would even fed her. With his insistence, Richclar could not deny him for the attention he wanted from her. But the most daring deed he did was to put the bacon in his mouth and fed it to her. Then she kissed her tenderly on her cheek and professed his love for her. "I Love You."

Richclar stopped chewing the bacon fed to her by this hateful but cute handsome man. She was caught off guard by her fantasies in her dreamland. As she could not voice it out she had to keep it to herself only.

Daydreaming, she told herself but only in her mind that she would test his stability and endurance as a man. He could be her model and her mentor on private lessons. Once she became a man, she would do the same thing with her future woman. Hence, since he confessed that he had fallen in love with me, I may just let him cut my ribbon, endure the pain, savour the feeling?" Joshua asked in curiosity the cause of her smirking and nodding.

"No. It is just that I could not believe what you told me." She told him half truth and half lie.

"I will wait for you to fall for me, too." He told her while lifting up a little strands of her hair from her face and fixed them behind her ear. Then he shifted from being seated across her to her side. When he was already at her left side he hugged and pulled her more closely lifted the hair that was covering her nape and kissed it tenderly blowing the carbon dioxide from his body to it.

"Nice feeling" Richclar thought. "I like it." She added and concurrently bend her head to her right side to give him more access to kiss her on her left nape. Unexpectedly, instead of kissing her on that same spot, he kissed her on her clavicle. Still she did not resist. So, Little by little, the kisses of Joshua was moving from her clavicle to her lips. It took them many minutes as Richclar was no longer able to control herself from kissing him back. They had a tongue fight for dominance unlike last night when they had to fight using martial arts fighting for dominance on their physical strength. Carried on by their desire, she automatically raised her arms and put her hands encircling his neck while Joshua's hand became mischievous. His right hand was holding her head to an accessible position whereas, his left hand was roaming all over her body exploring for the right buttons to switch her on in order for her to raise her white flag. Just like last night, they did not notice that they were both naked. The friction of his skin rubbing to her skin intensified their hunger for each other. On the part of Joshua, he was aware of his long time longing to mark her as his woman while on Richclar's mind, she was unaware that his touches and kisses that she was enjoying nicely was the fruit of her feelings for him hidden in her subconscious mind that she was trying to deny. The feeling of both was heavenly as their ecstacy enthralled them to beg from each other not to stop. They discovered that making love was an ethereal feeling of contentment.

Knowing that his partner was ready for him, he took his virginity slowly and tenderly. However, there was still the pain and blood from it's rapture as it was the first time that a key was inserted at the doorknob of her womanhood. She was now his woman.. She was no longer the girl he used to admire from afar. Still, his plan to put her to a pedestal in order to dote on her every wish was at ease. The pain was eased away by the pleasure he was giving her. They had the whole day exploring their sexuality and it was still extended during the night time. It was a mystery that they were strengthful in making love.

At last, she was able to rest and sleep. It was when she was sleeping that Joshua received a call for duty requiring him to be in a business trip to a far capital city of their country. It was an urgent collaboration. It made him uneasy but he was duty bound to do it. After all, his job is equally important to her Richclar, her wife and to their future children.

He laid down beside her, cuddled her and sleep. After two hours of sleep, he woke up to heed the call of his duty. Before leaving, he scribbled a note informing her of his urgent task and assuring of his soonest coming back home.

He left kissing her on his forehead lightly in order not to disturb her sleep. He knew that she was so tired because of their almost eighteen hour sexual exercise. As for him he would have his sleep to rest on his trip.