FEB | reason

the cyclical nature of this life is interesting

I started off alone

hoping to strive and flourish

but with someone right by my side

someone to show me love

to show me affection

but then I realised

that system couldn't work

it was impossible

to balance both you and I

so I wanted to be alone

but then you all continued to reappear

you continued to disrupt my path

to success?

to happiness?

you all were obstacles

it was a never ending race

when I thought that I had reached a sense of finality

I had not

because you were still there

but then you were gone

in fact, you all were gone

finally?

thank god?

and here I am again

feeling a contented type of loneliness?

- blank space