FEB | why do you want me?

so why do you want me?

why me?

you went from me to her

then from her to me

again

but why come back

she was so beautiful

so very beautiful

so perfect

and then there's me

far from it

definitely flawed

imperfect

not the spark of beauty

that lies

within me

except within my soul

that I can say

my soul

will and has

always been beautiful

but externally

I do not know why you are drawn in

when there is nothing

to

look

at.

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