MAR | breaking free

when you love me

I stop writing

nothing is on my mind

the mind is at ease

but as you inflict pain

upon me

you break me down

very

so very slowly

that I could write like crazy

the feeling is indescribable

the words are countless

it's a strange sacrifice

because

you breaking me

all over again

seems to be

the best way

you allow me to flourish

and write

but that means

that I can't

have you

- what it takes to be an author