MAR | numb

it was done

and my mind became blank

usually I am grieving

I am hurting

I am regretting

my head is normally compacted with so many emotions

so much

sadness

lots of

struggles

but why for the first time

ever

am I feeling the closest to myself?

there's a disappointed peace that lies within me

I'm glad that we tried

we tried to fight

I'm glad that we surrendered

surrendered the resistance of our love

but I have learned that I was fighting in the wrong battle

it should not have been us

you were a passing person

a nothingness

you should not have meant anything to me

because

I do not feel anything for you

you're gone

we're gone

- vacuum